trust 19

i knnow 6awalt bas 3ad shsawey rmethaan wayyed loya ou ghabgaat ou 7ala

enjoy ;*


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...: mam blez talk little little me cant understand

masheal: shely mayefhaamaaa hathaa at7acha 9eeeni ana ?!

the golf car guy: excuse me?(he's confused mayta7acha 3araby)

6ab3aan we are all wagfeen in5ez meshael o neth7ak nan6er mita bet5ale9:p

mesheal: me (pionting at her self ) and my friends (pionting at us) want (pionting at the car) go inside

...: excuse me man what she's saying is that she wants to use the golf car with her friends ( a kuwaity man teda5al 7asbala she doesn't speak english)

the golf car guy: haaaa haaaa... (ya3ny faham ) she dont know hoe to talk

meashael was suprised she knows how to talk 7adha tefashellat infront of the guy

meashael: haha mashkour (to the kuwaity guy)

6ab3an by now kilina rekabnaa ou youm wa9alna 7ag the gate meshael kaanaat 7adhaa mitnarfeza

meshael : heey you !!!! (talking to the golf car guy)

him: haa?

mashael: I DO TALK ENGLISH BY THE WAY!!!

him: aaa ok no broblem

7garat ou ra7at mashael she's so funny she get pissed of ebser3aaaaa!!!! you never know when she's happy and when she's not ebser3a yengeleb mood'haa

mashael: hahahhhahahha abaih i can't stop laughing !!!

see i told you el7emdella wel shiker !!!!!!!!!!!!!

me: haha why?

mashael: that indian girl just fell down ou the juice 6aa7 3alaa that kuwaity guy that just helped i think he's on the same flight umbaih walaa fashlaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

me: hahah 6awfaay yala mara7 etshoofeena 3ogob el youm its just that day

mashael: laa2 ma7eb chithey ana aby abayenla ina i do talk english wala el7een 7asbala ana min hathail el 3agad ele mayefhemoun shay

me: hahah we have plenty of time bel 6ayara to show him that *wink*

mashael: hahhahah ok *hi5*

so we entered the airplane and since all the first class was full when we booked we went to economy seats were so next to each other so we all sat and the plane was about to fly they were saying these prayers before we fly

..: alaho akbar aloho akbar alaho akbar ..

masheal was sitting next to me and noura and 3alya and dalool were next to each other

mashael: i neeeeeed to go to the bathroom gabel la el 6ayara te8le3

me: then go.. why are u asking me ( i was listening to my i-pod maly 5ulg'ha )

she went


after five inutes kanaat el 6ayara ga3da te8le3 ou mashael never came back hathey wain'ha mukaany kan b3eed min el 7amam ou maly 5ilg aroo7 so i decided etha after 5 more mminutes mayat im going to go to her

*on the other hand masheal*

mashael : FET7AAW EL BAAAAB OPEN THE DOOOR FOR GOD SAKES IM IN HERE FOR LIKE AN HOUR ANYBODY HEARS ME ??????!!!!!!! HELLOOO PEOPLE HELP PLEASE

*You all can open your seat belts now..


mashael: feeeeet7aaaaaaw I CANT TAKE IT HERE ANYMORE PLEASE OPEN THE DOOOOOOOOOR!!!!!

...: there is that lock infront of you slide it to the left and the door will open dont panic

she did that and it did open

..: you again .. it3arfeen shloun etsaween shay eb 7ayatich? ( the guy that helped 3end the golf car guy)

mashael: u dont understand ( ya3ny betwary iny at7acha english:p).. i was here maybe for an hour and i tried to slide that thing imyat mara but it didnt work

guy: an hour ago u were not even on the golf car he laughed and entered the bathroom

.....


mashael: YAL ZAGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! 9ARLEY SA3A BEL 7AMAM MATES2ELEEEN 3ANNY????

me: madry kint bayeelich ba3ad 5 minutes bas gelt 5al an6er 3ogob 5 more minutes etha maw9alat ayeelaha

mashael : 9ARLE 15 MINUTES MINAK!! OU A7AD YROO7 EL 7AMAM FOR TEN WHOLE MINUTES????!!!

...: ee ele may3aref yefta7 el bab i guess (the kuwaity man faj2a kan raye7 7ag mukana)

mashael: U DONT UNDERSTAND

guy: oh 9ij then you do hahah

mashael : IM NOT KIDING !!!!! RE7T EL 7AMAM GABEL LA ET6EER EL 6AYARA THEN THEY LOCKED THE DOOOR!!

guy: a7ad eyroo7 el 7amam gabel lat6eer el 6ayara anyways yala ana raye7 7ag mukaany

mashael: what are you still doing here mara7 etroooooooo7 mukanik???????!!!!

guy: an6erich teg3edeen so i could

she was so shy of what she did ou g3edat eb mokanha eb ser3a

mashael: fuck him and fuck you toooo!!

me: sh'sawait ?

mashael : laish ma chayaktay 3alay 3ogob 10 minutes??? u let that stupid guy help me again 7asbala ana ghabeya

me: a9lan now 3ogob el 9raa5 hatha ta2akkad inich ghabeya

mashael: shuuuuuuut upppp!! now why didnt you come

me: indimajdt bel felim ou nisait 3aich ou adree etha yeetay 7adich moz3eja fa i decided to see my film peacefully

mashael : ARRRRGGGG!!!! ... excuse mee i need water now !!!!

..: ok maam


mashael then slept i went to dalool and noura and 3alyaa i founded them mindamjeen eb film so i just left them alone and went back to my seat watched some shows and ate that disgusting food cause i was hungry not that i liked it we9alna bel salama and took our laugage we were still at the airport trying to rent a car and that's when...

...: intay shyaybech miny ? ( a familiar male voice said, it seemed so close)

i turned my head and it was ..



S3OUD:o

7agaart ou bs .. bs wagaf warana bel line .. el '3areeb inna he didnt have any laugauge ma3a my cousins didn't noticed him cause they haven't seen him ou they were to busy choosing the right car kil wa7da tabe sayara ou they were so loud .. on the other hand i was surprised that s3oud is still warana shyaby hathaa!! i turned around and nobody was looking 3ainy 6abbat eb 3aina then he winked!!!!

me: inta mateste7y 3ala wayhek !!! (i coudnt stop myslef I WAS REALLY ANGRY al7eeen ana saktaa 3ala kilshay ou foug hatha he winks la walaa wayyed zawadha wayyed muuuu shway!!!!!) ..sh'taby wagef waranaa mu kaaafy al7een ana saktaa .. moooomkeen itfaahemny laish wagef waraanaaaaaaa!!!!!???

s3oud: asef e5ty a5af fehamteeny '3ala6 ana yay ared sayartyy..

he was acting like a man an innocent one ou china ana hawashta 3ala '3air sebab but i stopped 3end kilmat e5ty? asef e5ty ? ana al7een 9ert i5taa ? it was like someone stabbed me right in to my heart

me: a7ad eye ma3ay el 7amam aby aroo7 now

mashael: ana aye shakelhum mara7 yakh'thoun raye 3ala el sayara ele abeeha ya3ny fahamt ana a9ghar wa7da bas still lazem yesm3oun mny shway ya6ounny wayh.....(mashael kept on te7el6eming until ma we9alna el 7amam where i went inside and locked the door i felt pain in my head and...


...

...

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i opened my eyes finding all my cousins 7awalainy, i tried to talk but i just couldn't

it seemed like we were in the hospital

aby as2alhum shesalfa but i just couldn't talk faj2a it all came back to s3oud going to the bathroom akher shaay at'thakar youm i locked the door thats it

me: d d dalo- ol

dalool: ga3aaadtaaaay??!




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Trust 18

heeeey guys im baaaaack:D ok hal mara maku 3ether why i didnt posted soon bs mindamja eb jaw ramathaan 7ady 7abitaa!! mabee ekhale9

hahaha tha7akouny 3amaty they think im still young they sent me gerge3an hbut i loved it i really did :)

so less talking more story;)

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...: mam blez talk little little me cant understand

masheal: shely mayefhaamaaa hathaa at7acha 9eeeni ana ?!

the golf car guy: excuse me?(he's confused mayta7acha 3araby)

6ab3aan we are all wagfeen in5ez meshael o neth7ak nan6er mita bet5ale9:p

mesheal: me (pionting at her self ) and my friends (pionting at us) want (pionting at the car) go inside

...: excuse me man what she's saying is that she wants to use the golf car with her friends ( a kuwaity man teda5al 7asbala she doesn't speak english)

the golf car guy: haaaa haaaa... (ya3ny faham ) she dont know hoe to talk

meashael was suprised she knows how to talk 7adha tefashellat infront of the guy

meashael: haha mashkour (to the kuwaity guy)

6ab3an by now kilina rekabnaa ou youm wa9alna 7ag the gate meshael kaanaat 7adhaa mitnarfeza

meshael : heey you !!!! (talking to the golf car guy)

him: haa?

mashael: I DO TALK ENGLISH BY THE WAY!!!

him: aaa ok no broblem

7garat ou ra7at mashael she's so funny she get pissed of ebser3aaaaa!!!! you never know when she's happy and when she's not ebser3a yengeleb mood'haa

mashael: hahahhhahahha abaih i can't stop laughing !!!

see i told you el7emdella wel shiker !!!!!!!!!!!!!

me: haha why?

mashael: that indian girl just fell down ou the juice 6aa7 3alaa that kuwaity guy that just helped i think he's on the same flight umbaih walaa fashlaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

me: hahah 6awfaay yala mara7 etshoofeena 3ogob el youm its just that day

mashael: laa2 ma7eb chithey ana aby abayenla ina i do talk english wala el7een 7asbala ana min hathail el 3agad ele mayefhemoun shay

me: hahah we have plenty of time bel 6ayara to show him that *wink*

mashael: hahhahah ok *hi5*

so we entered the airplane and since all the first class was full when we booked we went to economy seats were so next to each other so we all sat and the plane was about to fly they were saying these prayers before we fly

..: alaho akbar aloho akbar alaho akbar ..

masheal was sitting next to me and noura and 3alya and dalool were next to each other

mashael: i neeeeeed to go to the bathroom gabel la el 6ayara te8le3

me: then go.. why are u asking me ( i was listening to my i-pod maly 5ulg'ha )

she went


after five inutes kanaat el 6ayara ga3da te8le3 ou mashael never came back hathey wain'ha mukaany kan b3eed min el 7amam ou maly 5ilg aroo7 so i decided etha after 5 more mminutes mayat im going to go to her

*on the other hand masheal*

mashael : FET7AAW EL BAAAAB OPEN THE DOOOR FOR GOD SAKES IM IN HERE FOR LIKE AN HOUR ANYBODY HEARS ME ??????!!!!!!! HELLOOO PEOPLE HELP PLEASE

*You all can open your seat belts now..


mashael: feeeeet7aaaaaaw I CANT TAKE IT HERE ANYMORE PLEASE OPEN THE DOOOOOOOOOR!!!!!

...: there is that lock infront of you slide it to the left and the door will open dont panic

she did that and it did open

..: you again .. it3arfeen shloun etsaween shay eb 7ayatich? ( the guy that helped 3end the golf car guy)

mashael: u dont understand ( ya3ny betwary iny at7acha english:p).. i was here maybe for an hour and i tried to slide that thing imyat mara but it didnt work

guy: an hour ago u were not even on the golf car he laughed and entered the bathroom

.....


mashael: YAL ZAGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! 9ARLEY SA3A BEL 7AMAM MATES2ELEEEN 3ANNY????

me: madry kint bayeelich ba3ad 5 minutes bas gelt 5al an6er 3ogob 5 more minutes etha maw9alat ayeelaha

mashael : 9ARLE 15 MINUTES MINAK!! OU A7AD YROO7 EL 7AMAM FOR TEN WHOLE MINUTES????!!!

...: ee ele may3aref yefta7 el bab i guess (the kuwaity man faj2a kan raye7 7ag mukana)

mashael: U DONT UNDERSTAND

guy: oh 9ij then you do hahah

mashael : IM NOT KIDING !!!!! RE7T EL 7AMAM GABEL LA ET6EER EL 6AYARA THEN THEY LOCKED THE DOOOR!!

guy: a7ad eyroo7 el 7amam gabel lat6eer el 6ayara anyways yala ana raye7 7ag mukaany

mashael: what are you still doing here mara7 etroooooooo7 mukanik???????!!!!

guy: an6erich teg3edeen so i could

she was so shy of what she did ou g3edat eb mokanha eb ser3a

mashael: fuck him and fuck you toooo!!

me: sh'sawait ?

mashael : laish ma chayaktay 3alay 3ogob 10 minutes??? u let that stupid guy help me again 7asbala ana ghabeya

me: a9lan now 3ogob el 9raa5 hatha ta2akkad inich ghabeya

mashael: shuuuuuuut upppp!! now why didnt you come

me: indimajdt bel felim ou nisait 3aich ou adree etha yeetay 7adich moz3eja fa i decided to see my film peacefully

mashael : ARRRRGGGG!!!! ... excuse mee i need water now !!!!

..: ok maam


mashael then slept i went to dalool and noura and 3alyaa i founded them mindamjeen eb film so i just left them alone and went back to my seat watched some shows and ate that disgusting food cause i was hungry not that i liked it we9alna bel salama and took our laugage we were still at the airport trying to rent a car and that's when...

Trust 17

Awalaaan shlounkom walaaaaaaaaaht 3alaaaaaikom
Tahniyan, For the people ele yes2eloun is it a true story ..
Well it kinda true cause what I did is mixed two true stories together and added things fa I guess its not true:p
Sam7ouny etha fe spelling errors I didn’t recheck
Ou last but not least silent readers comment ;)


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We drived off to the 9aloon me and dalool and there..
We did our nails ou dalool sawat 7awajebha I didn’t cause mashala ma7taj magolookom 7awajby perfect bas mashy 7alha ;p .. and 6ab3an sawaina sh3oorna and went back el baity to take some last things o she went 3ashan etmer 3alya and Noura which were sisters ou Mashael bait’ha mu b3eed 3anhum ou they went to dalool’s house

Calling Dalool
Me: DALOOOOOL YAL ZAGAA 7A6AA KIL MY SUMMER CLOTHES DA5EL MAKU WALA SHAY ALBESAA 7AG EL MA6AAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!!!!!!!!!
Dalool: hadaay hadaay
Me: makuuuu abraad minich kharaa feech
Dalool: ee 3adde lebsay libs el 9aloon
Me: adree ya3ni shbasawee ..waaaaaaaaay walaa lu inich yamyy chan el 7eeen mayta min el 6aaaaaaaaag!
Dalool : yalaa wainkom tara el banat all jahzeen eb baity
Me: kaa now 6al3een ana ou 6alool
Dalool: ok

Me and 6alool headed to the car ..we took khaled’s car 3ashan etkafey kilman…

6alool: yalaaaa intay 9arlyy sinaa bel sayaraa
Me: ok lata7al6am kanyyy dashaiiiit !!!
6alool: 7asbalich ana saye8 tna6reny
Me: wala ma7ad galik etwa9elna

He just ignored mu lana za3al I mean e7na nit’hawash kil youm bas lana ma3enda shay eygoola ana 9a7..

I took my cd eb kil sayara min el seyayeer fe my one copy min el CD amout 3alaaaih ana imsawyeta fee kil el a’3any ele a7ebha so I opened it ..

Min el’3ala lik zaaad bel shoug

Yeghtaal shoogy wa9d el a3maag

This reminded me of s3oud but my eyes didn’t get watery I got over him 5alaa9 9ert mat2athar but everytime I remember him I remember her too which is like someone is stabing me I miss her like hell .. bas I guess she chose hal shay ou ihya ele saweta 7ag nafis’ha wala fakarat tet2asaf a9lan malhaa wayh ba3d ele sawita I guess

Noura: haaaaaaa reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemoo!!! Wainich maanshoooofich
me: hahahha el 7een betshoofoony outmeloun minyy ba3aad
3alyaa: mara7 inmil minich law shnu
Me: atwa8a3 bet’3ayreen kalamich ba3d el safra
..: LAAAAAAAAAA TENSOOONY NI6RAAAW !
Me: hahhahahah mishaael ish’haaal jan6a ele shkuberha betsheeleenha bel 6ayaara:o
Masheal: ee 6ab3aan hathy feeeha aham shay
Me: ou shnu aham shay
Masheal: ba3dain it3arfeen

Ma kan le 5ilg at’hawash 3ashan a3aref so I just ignored ou 3alait el 9ooot amooooooooooooout 3alaa haaal ighniyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Alaaaaaah makbar ‘3alak yanbe’6 be7obak fo2ady
Min yeshbehak ya malak min yeshbehak ya wedaady
A7la mughany 3endy majeed a7eb aghaaneeh el 8adeeemaa wayyedd .. laana wayed ethakrouny eb 6foolty 59ooo9aan ya 6ayeb al gabl awal ighniya ghanait’haaaa!!!

6alool: yala nizlaw 3ala masawe parking intaw sebgoony le da5el ma bugaaa shay 3al 6ayara
Me: ok .. wain jawazy?
6alool: haach(handing me it)
Chiny yahel may5aloun el jawaz ma3ay ela lema o9al madre 7asbalhum bathaay3a wela shnu !! elmuhem inny a5ataa now ;p hhahaha a7es eb freedom ou ohwa eb eedy:p lool athaa7ek madry shku bas 9ij a7es.. so dashaina
Me: lets take a golf caar!!!!!!
Masheal: yaaaaaaaaay 3ashan mat3ab ashel the baaaaaag !!
Me: looool intay eb 3alaam we7na eb 3alam
Noura : wala etfashloun intaw 7adkoum yaahaaaal !!
Dolool: ethaaher maku ela ana ou intay adults bel safra
Me: hey hey tara anaa kobrich dalool la testa3be6ain ou nouro dnt forget inich a9’3ar miny eb 6 months!
Noura : bas 3aglyy akbaaar ..hahah intaay 3aglech kobir 3agel masheal kilikum wayyed yahal
Masheal: taraa taa3aabt wana asheel 5aal nerkaab o bas
Rekabna…
Me: al7een e7na min awal el safra ou nit’hawash shloun b3dain
Masheal: kil shay eb wagtaaa 7elo laish mista3jel 3laiha (singing)
Me: ambaih mashael walaaa et’6aa7ken ;p
Noura: ee tkfain ge3day yamha bel 6ayara ou fikeeny minhaaaaa!!!
Masheal: iklay kharaa
Me: eee walaa ag3ed yamha wawanes 3oumryy
Masheal: hahaha walaa athab6ech anaa:p

Lee mawe9lna 7ag el shop mal el majalat for some magazines we7na net’hawash

…: lawsema7taw momken etga9roun 9outkom (tapping my shoulder)
Me: (fazait min el 5ar3a min mita a7ad ejeesny) 6aaaaaalooooooooooool ya 7marrr 5araaaaaaaa3tnyyyyy !!!
6aloool : hahahha;p

*al neda2 al 2a5er le al 6a2era ra8am 22548 al motajeha ela shar al sheikh alraja2 al tawajoh ela al 6a2era

Me: yala yala ta2a5arnaaa!!!
6alool: yala bye

We hugged ou re7na .. 3gb el jawazat

Masheal: excuse meeeeeeeee!! You ! we neeeed a golf car please we’re on a hurry!!!(Et9arekh eb ni9 el ma6ar el 7amdella wl shekr)




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second post tooodaay !!!!;D yalaaa bas ahaamshay tkounoon ratheen 3alaay ;p
mat5ayaal ramathaan bedoun vimto !! wanaa akteb hal post kint ashrab vimto hahhaha:p


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rdaaainaa e bait in the caar it was very loud like everytime when we reached our house i was soo happy ba'3a yenbaaa6 raaasssyyy min haal ez3aaaaj 7ashaaa 7ayawanaat bel sayaraaaa!!! awal ma we9alt dary i took two panadol tablets yekhafefoun 3alay ou dashait el 7amaam for a hot long shower since my plane bacher imbachra at 12 e8le3 so i have ti be ready ou I'm a heavvy sleeper ou maaaa7eeb asbaa7 el 9b7 the only day atsabaa7 el 9b7 awal ma ag3ed is youm el 3eed:p after the shower kint 7addy day5aa so lebast my pajamas and tucked my self into bed even though sha3ry ra6eb bacher inshalaa anashfaa i slept with a big smile on my face


*7:30*
Tren tren tren (ya3ny alarm:p)

i took my mobile ou kint 7addy day5a so 7aait snooze after 10 minutes
ou nimt ...

*zzz zzz zzz* ( 9oot el mobile virating:p)
i took it and it was Daloool calling

Me: haaa (in a sleepy voice)
dalool: haw intay lail7een naymaa yaalaa gooomaaay goomaaaay !!
me: 5alaaa9 gimt gimt min simaa3 9ootich ele eybe6 el 2thooon aynaaam !
dalool: hahaha el mohem ma tebeen etro7een el 9aloon ma3aaay
me: madre.. weee!!!
dalool: shfeeech ba3aad?
me: nisaiyt aswyy jan6etyyy !!
daloool : maynouuuuuuunaaaaaa intaaaaaaaaaaay ??????!!!! anaa el7een kany yaayaa asaa3dech ba3dain etha amda inroo7 el 9alooon
me: okokk

i quickly took the phone (mal el bait) ou dailed 120
me: janet !! bring my travling baag down now !!!
janet: u wake up quikly today
me: waaagtich intaaay just bring the bag
janet: okok

5 minutes later
*knock knock*
me:comeee in and put the baag next to the closect yalaa i dont have time
(madry ela asma3 the7ka)
me:whooo? (fetaaa7t el baab 6la3aat daloool)
me: weeeee daloool nasaaait 3anich !!
dalool : intay zain ma tensain 3oumrech !!! mit wana adeg 3ala mobilech matredeen
me: ana adre mobiley wain 3ashan ared????
daolool : hahahha

me: waaaaain hal chalbaaa janet
6ela3t bara el dar 3ashaan anaadeeehaaa

me: JAAAAAANNEEEEEET!!!! yaaaalaaaaa i dont have time !!!!!!
janet : ok ok comng



uffffff yaabeeelhaaaaaa 6aaaag hathyy 3alaa brooodha radait el dar took my LV big hand baag ihyaa ely te9aa7 7ag el 6ayaara so i putted every thing my earings bracelets and my necklace maku wagt albeshum ou 7a6ait my walet ou glasses ou anything important i see infront of mee ouahaam shay my cameraa

ou dalool on the other hand was putting any libs 9aify she saw in the closect the bag was 7ooosaa !! bas 3adyy i raan into the bathroom to take my bathroom bag ely feeha my toothpace and tooth brush and creamaaty ou durent ou powder baby jonsen magdar a3eesh bidoona and my freshner !!:p ou went to daloool ou ga6aita in the traveling bag

i took my black leggings ou re7t albesa wiya my black gevechy oversized shirt ou libast my black chanle ballet shoes radait 7ag dalool wela ga3ed tsolif weya 6alool

me: wanaa agool laish dalool mu ga3da it7en ..wint shimga3dek ?
6alool: a7aad yegdaar eynaam min 9raa5ech intaay ?!
me: hahahha a7saan 3ashaan t3aref tgoum etwade3 e5tek :p
6alool: hahah ok mnu bewadeekom el ma6aar
dalool: el saye8
6alool: laa laa ana awadeekum
me: ok bas now bnroo7 el 9aloon
6alool: ou mnu gal bawadeech now
i just ignored dagait 3ala el saye8

me:hello liyakat come taake the bags to the airport now i send janet with the passport and tickets
him:...
me: do u hear me?
him: ya me take bag airport ok
me: okok!
6ooo6 6oooo6 6oo6

el7amdella wel shiker maku a'3ba min hal sayee8 !!!!!!!!!

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okk i didnt post el fayer lana ukhooy mashalaa 3laih marad until 8 el 9b7 ou ana kint naymaa ..sorry inna el post short bas i promise u another post todaay now im writing the other post inshalaa ya3jibkum ou please comment people !
thank you
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me : madre.. ma7eb ared 3alaa ar8am '3areeeba :p

ana ared 3ala ar8aam '3areeba bs nighazny galby hal mara a7es inna s3oud madry lasih ..so i just ignored what my mother was saying 3ashaan mates2aal so2al thany ba3d ana mu nage9ny :s
me: 6alool? mataby tel3ab brick breaker anymore 9a7?
6alool: imbalaa bakh'tha minich bel ma63am
mama: la walaa .. latfashelnaa bas .. saroo lata36eena
6alool: laish it3amleeny chiny yahel ? tara kebart yumma
mama: bs lel2asaf ta9arofatik makbarat
we all laughed my mom isn't that mean bas she was joking
6alool: hahah okok !!

we all went into signoir sassi elly 3al ba7ar el wath3 kaan 7adaa hdoo2 bel ma63aam bas lana i7na dshaina mathena ra7 e9eer hdoo2 anymore !! it was 8:00 sa2alt mal el ma63am is it always quite here .. bas gala inna la people start coming at 8:30 9:00 .. true people start to show up at 8:30 kan tawa wa9el akelna kent sar7ana ana wayyed i was thinking about el safra ou shloun ra7 ikoun wanasa ou nobody noticed inna ana sar7ana lanaa kilman ga3ed eysolif ma3 el thany ommy ou obooy are discussing the new athaath ely beyeebouna ou wain ey7e6ouna ou el mawthou3 kilish mu moshawe8:p ou 6alal ou 5alid are talking about the new super jet ou shloun yerkebouna how how fun it is .. i guess it is fun ou shloun 6alool is dicribing the flyfish wedy a9eer walad ou arkabha i guess im more interested in chating with my brothers than my praents ..

me: so 6alool why dont we get the flyfish to our shalaih it would be fun
6alool: 7asbalech mafakart dawart'ha eb kil mokaan bashteereeha malegait'ha imni3ouha min el kuwait
me: 9ij?!! 7asafaaa wedy ajarebhaa
6alool: 3ade akheth'ha min rab3y youm etha tabeen
me: ok :D
khalood: ee 3ala 6ary rab3k shloon a7medo

again back to my world of sar7ana-ness:p a7medo is my love hes so HOT i use to see him every day in school bas ta5araj ou ba3adha mashoufa ella etha mar 3ala 6alool madre llaish a7ba i guess lana 7elu ou mmo7taram ba3ad once youm kkin bel medressa he was on the other side of the door wana fachait el bab kan fe wa7da jedama ou marat cause i opened the dor for them ou i waited 7agga eymer bas ma retha he was like no u go 9ar feeny eshda3wa tefathal ou a5er shay youm 6alat el salfa 9ar feeny amer gabla wafek 3oumry although mara7 amel ashouf wayha ba3ad galby... hahaha i think sara7t wayyed lazem akkel now akelhoum kan latheeeth ou 6ab3aan i sneaken min 9a7an e5wanay cause ohma yamy ou thegt akelhum all food was good and tasty but for the desert part it wasn't ma 7abait their dessert ou el 6al3a went by kila bs solafna about random stuff ou bas....

sorry

sorry people i haven't been posting !! I had a busy month but inshaalaa ba3awethkum dnt worry ou please tell people 3an the blog yalaa i want more followers:p hahhaha ok i promise i'll be posting todaay inshala bas as soon as my laptop yeredly my brother took it
and i was about to forget happy ramadan all !!
i love you guys;*

Trust 14

btw people i'm gonna be traveling today so i dont think im going to be posting that much while im traveling .. ummm inshalaa i'll try my best to post ! its not gonna be a very long trip i promise i'll be posting awal ma ared el kuwait;)



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should i msg back and ask who? or do i just ignore .. i caaaant ignore laaaazem a3aref mnuuu !!!!

*message sent*
what? mnu inta a9lan?!



6alool: eshga3da etsaween eb mobilech ?? 3a6eeny eby al3ab brick beaker (pulling it from me)
me: 6aaaloooool yal sa5eeeeef im msging Dalool ashyaa2 mohemma 3an el safara (pulling back)
6alool: wana abe al3ab shloun?
me: roo7 buy a black berry mnu galik u use maly !
6alool: ana ashtery blackberry ag3ed chny bnaya 24/7 la9eg hal mobile eb wayhy ou yaleet fe shay mohem wala ely yshoofna ygool business men ou women
me: ok el7een shili 7aarek im a business women
6alool : bala sa5afa ou 3a6eeni bal3ab ou areda
me: ok wait ka kil rab3ek 3endihom bb's why dont u by one ?!
6alool: ou mnu gal inaa rab3y 9a7 a9lan wai3 !
me : ok khalaas i'll give you in the car awal ma akhale9 min Dalool
6alool: ok

i had to delete the msges ou hal 7ana madry shyaby !! imnarfezny kil hatha 3ala li3ba ..ou ashwa i deleted them


khalid : noroo ?
me: na3am?
khalid tel3ebeen li3baat soduko el eb ur phone
me : la ..laish ?
khalid: at7daaaach u beat my highscore !!
me : wai3 maly 5ulg
khalid: ee lainich mategdereen
me: wlaaaa agdar !!
khalid: yala 5anshouf
me: ok mu al7een now eb nerkab el sayara ka oboy 6ela3
khalid : ee shwarach bel sayara
me: ely yamik eb yel3ab brickbreaker !
khalid :ok a36eech mobily ou intay li3bay
me : ok!!

madre shfeehum elyoum wayed ey7inoun 3ala mobily !!! any ways rekabna sayarat khalood since ehya akbar ou lana 6alool mala 5ullg eysoog yaby yel3ab brick breaker .. china yahel sh6oola sh3ertha brick breaker ou khalid gave me his mobile he wanted to see if i can beat his highscore or even ayeeb nafsa which was dificult the game was so confusing karaaaaaht nafsyyyy wana al3aaaaaaaaaabhaaaa !!!!! bas i still want to win 3ashan awary ina i caaaan !!!
i really can his highscore was 30 minutes 7ag the hard one .. every time ithink ina khalaa9 im gonna win i filled ta8reeban all the boxes somethhing goes wrong ou ared amase7 ou a9ale7 ou wai3 bas malaaait a9lan !! ou ana kint ga3da wara bel sayar lana maby a7ad yez3ejny im9adga iny bayeeb a highscore a7san mina ou 3aziz ou omy bel seat ely jedamy ou khalood ou oboy bel seat ely jidam ... obooy yetnarfaz etha a7ad sag mu ohwa bas ba3ad kibar a9lan law ohwa ely sayeg chna ana minziman ma rekabt el sayara not that he doesn't know how to drive bel 3aaaaax wayyyyyed ey3areef bes mushkilta yesre3 ou dish bain el sayarat !!!! china eb 8e6aar moot bs htha lo de3amtay etmooteen kilina inkhaaf nerkab ma3 obooy kho9oo9an khalood !! ba3d el 7adeth ely sawa bel shlaih 3enda eyroo7 mashy wala yrkab ma3 obooy ma3ena el 7adeth ey sawaa kan wiya rab3aa ba may7eb a7ad yesr3 now ou 3amy ba3ad 9arla 2 years imsawy 7adeth 8awy wiya rab3a ely kan eysoog twafa wel thany ou ohwa dshaw 3enaya morakaza ashwa 3amy kan a8aal wa7ed met3awer bs madre sh9aar eb thahra ou rkaba ba ek7emdelaa hes back to normal ou min thaak elyoum kil ma yerkab wiya obooy ohwa ely ysoog 7alef inna mara7 erkab ma3oooy ou ohwa eysoog !! loool inthaa7ek bes shinsawey hatha el 9ij ashwaa obooy retha 7ag khalood eysoog !! we parked the car wela ya36eeny 6aloool my phone it was ringing ..

me: mnu?
6alool: madry ra8am '3areeb mu imsayav

i took it wela nafs el ra8aam ely dazly msg waih !! so i just ignored

mama: shfeech saroo laish matredeen?





what ? kaify mmomken ma ared ya3ni hathy 59o9oooo9eyatttttyyyyyyy !!!!!! umm shagol?



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Trust 13

That night was the scariest night in my life every time i close my eyes trying to sleep for 1 minute i see a nightmare and wake up suddenly about to scream but when i remember that no one knows in the house i stop quickly after two or three times i woke up from my dream i decided not to sleep and went to the 9ala where no one was when i was walking to the 9ala i saw my face in the miror it was HORRIBLE i came closer to see face better and i start seeing him, s3ood i rub my eyes and see again i find my horrible face again i was so afraid no one was with i felt lonely very lonely!


*mean while *

Reem was still crying and s3ood was calling ( about at 12) she ansewred the phone very angrily!


*calling s3oud*
reem: INTAAAAAAA 7AMAAAAAAAR !! shtaaaaaaaaaaby min 7ayaaaty shili nawweeh 3alaaaay refeejty my best friend ou 5athait'ha minnny na3aam sh'taaaaaaby (screaming very loud)
s3ood: haddaay goleely el salfaa shway shway 7abeebty
reem: MIIIIN MITAAAAA 7ABEEEBTIK 3ALAA KAIFIK INT
s3ood: wala tez3eleen mu 7abeebty
reem: waaaagtik intaa!

6oo6..6ooo6 6oo6

she shut the phone on his face.

he called again

*calling s3oud*

reem: CAAAAN YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!
s3ood: walaa sorry bs ana min 7agy a3aref el salfaa
reem: laaaaaaiishhh it3arefha you dont care a9lan
s3ood: wala i do and thats why ana baraa baitich na6er
reem: NAA6ER SHNU INSHALAAAAA!
s3ood: please calm down ou el6e3ely bs fahmeeeny el salfaa
reem: maaaaaby
s3ood: walaa ma at7arak tara i'll ring the bell
reem: nooooo dooont! anaa naaaaaaag9aaa my parent
s3ood: 3ayal 6el3ay now

she ran out so he wont ring the bell as soon as he saw her face he know that it was no lie not thinking that she lied to him but he thought inha etbaaal'3 .. she breked his heart she waited for him to talk she coudnt even talk she cant gather up words he ruined everything !! she knew that there was no hope to get back to saraa she breaked her heart enough and she dont want sara to be sad again !!

s3ood: come in my car

she just did what he ordered lifelessly she wanted to die ! there's nothing better, to her right now!




*ONE MONTH LATTER*




Reem haven't called sara to tell her the truth or 3ashan etwathe7 ell wa'63 she beleived that she will stay away from her because she beaked her heart she dont wanna see her that way again .. surprisingly, Reem and s3ood loved each other .. reem had no choice she had no one else left in her life her brother went back to america and her parents dont spend time with her they even had a fight, a big one they haven't talked for three months .. they sleep in difrent beds since i knew reem ... she always sat in her room waited for me to call or she called she has nothing else in her life so she cant just stay that way spcaily since we are not friends anymore she managed to enter s3ood to her life she became his girlfriend although deep inside she knew he was a bad guy but she had to make friends in her life atleast she'll look for a friend and by the time s3ood will break up with her she will already be having a friend .. she got really attached to s3ood .. her mother didn't really care about her those days when she cried till she slept that's why she had no one but him!

as for me i changed my life i managed to forget about reem and s3ood !! they are no longer in my thoughts or dreams !! i promised my self i'll live my life i dont care about them anyone i live for my happeness i guess making others happy 3ala 7saby is over im not being the same person i was even if i wanted to i just cant !!! i became close with my cousins Dalool, Noura, 3alya, and Mashael they we're fun ! recently we became close and regret why we didn't long time agoo Dalool was the closest one to me she was the one my age and i could tell her all my secrets she's the only one that knows what happened about reem and s3ood .. whenever my family asked about her, reem , i told them she went to study in america so they wont talk about her again!! i learn ALOT and i mean it i really did !! i just wanna live my life why worry about others i mean i still love people and care about them but i put my self first !! because we "the cousins" became close to each other we decided we are going to travel together all of us me, dalool, noura 3alya and masheal !! since i always wanted to go to sharm i told them why not go there and they alll didn't mind so we booked tickets and tomorrow is the big day yupp im traveling tomorrow im so exited !!!! i always wanted to go to sharm but my mother swore she's not gonna go there she hated it there she went 15 years ago and swore that she wont even think of going to eygpt againn !! i always begged to go there she just tells me go with your father and my father says that hes not going without my mother i just was bored and didnt think of sharm again except when my cousins decided we are gona travel :D wait i've got to ansewr my phone ..

*calling Dalool*

me: heeey !!
dalool: halaa walaaa !!
me: ha wainich
dalol: im going to the saloon .. are you coming with me?
me: sure tawni kint baroo7 eb roo7y ;p bs ashwa baroo7 ma3aach ;)
dalool: yalaa tejahezaay 10 minutes and im gonna pick you up
me:ok .. bye
dalool:bye


i went to my closect and since im going to the saloon 6alaa3t a baij short with a white simple t-shirt with my parada golden flats i just applied eye liner and then dalool gave me a miss call which indicates that shes out i ran down stairs and found a clonia on the table so rashait kam rasha and continued running out side Dalool hates waiting outside so she always call me before 3 minutes of coming when i looked out there she still didn't arrive she knows that i keep people waiting too much out there but that time i didn't i was fast, i mean we're going to the saloon! so i waited one minute and there she was i hopped into the car and said our hi's and hellos then the song that was on made me remmeber i was about to cry when i herd

" akeed ashtaag laken gha9b 3anny
ligait el bo3d lesa3ada legait elbo3 agrab lesa3ada
fogadt ele min el dinya ni9abny
3ashagny fi6rita maho eshtehada "

my eyes where watery i remembered all the good memories that we had together me and her... and me and him i tried to push these memories awaay and Dalool relized so she just changed the song and placed another CD in it was 3abdelmajeed's too we are so obsessed with him ! it was5ala9 7ananik i looooooveed that sssonnng !! and we arrived before it finished the saloon was close to our house so i told her wait inkamil leghniya then go she laughed at me she was like why dont u hear it min ur i pod but i just like it lema eleghniya el a7ebha faj2a etye mu lama ana i know that ina ba7edha i know it doesnt make sense to you but it does to me ;p


when we finished from the saloon we were like new born babies cause we made spa i feel my skin very soft and my hair was straightened and i had green nail polish which was weird but nice !;p i like weird stuff to be unique ma7eb el haba ely all of us are wearing the same it gets boring !! Anyways i went back home then my family told me inna laish ma ni6la3 3ala bona eywad3oony gabl el safra we decided eb net3asha eb Lenotrn bel 9al7iya

at 7:30 i got ready and wore my clothes.. a black dress foog el rkab fe salasel and black sandals fe golden salasel ou falait sha3ry ou swaita fair wiya silver earings ou eye liner

*intercome*

mom: yalaa saraaa ma khlaa9taay !!
sara : kaa im coming
talool: saarooo intay bnaya bnyaa .. bs athakrech
sara: hahah

6ela3tlehom ..

sara: ha talool zain lebsy?
talool: hahhahah wayed !!
sara : loool

*message received *

hala bel 7ub


whaaat ?! who? s3ood? ana met'hawsha ma3a ou he knows im not coming back hmmm who else could it be ?



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Trust 12

6aaaab3an when i read the msg i brusted into tears !!!!i ran out of her house and went into the car where i felt safe

*meanwhile* Reem came back with the pop corn
reem: sara saraa ? wainich ?

when she came and saw the coach she saw the opened msg and my tears on it
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh aaaakeeeed 6la3aaaaat hathyy el7een madry shnu betsawy ebroo7haaaaaa

*back to sara*
the first person that came into mind was 3aziz he was the closest friend to me now i guess

*Calling bu el 3iz*

3aziz: aloo
me: hala 3aziz (i was driving i dont know where i was heading i just wanted to be far from that filthy person's house )
3ziz: hala wala shfeech tabcheen (he relized my voice)
me: can i see you now please!!
3ziz: sure where?
me: umm.. soog sharq 3ala el bahaar jbaal breads
3ziz: ok i'm heading there now
me: bye

i switched off the phone because Reem didn't stop calling!!! and headed to Sooq Sharq and when i arrived i called him from the phone in the car that i don't use except when i run out of battery

*Dialing 67------*

me: aloo
3ziz: hala2
me: wenik
3aziz : 2 minutes o9al
me: ana side el ba7ar b3ed 3an el nas
3aziz: ok

i cleaned my face with a tissue and removed my tears and went out of the car .. i came from the side of parking where i dont have to get into the mall it self when i found a spot where there was a bench i sat on it admiring the size and the great sound of the oceans it was as if i can tell it everything and it will just listen to me... it made me fear nothing and i felt relived after i talked to the ocean about what happen ofcoarse i didn't say anything out loud it's all just in my mind it was the only thing i trust where i can keep all myy secrets and no one would ever know

3aziz: hala sara (worried voice)
as soon as i herd his voice i bursted into tears
3aziz: sara shfeech??(sitting next to me.. when he asked i cried even more)

so he just hugged me into his chest hard very hard that i felt like a small baby looking for safety for a place where no one can hurt him

*mean while*

Reem was crying very very hard that she just sat on the ground and bumping her head into the couch she didn't do anything wrong he was the one who sent the msg and tried to be closer but she just ignored him the only thing she did wrong was that she was planning with him ... but all she knew is that it was for sara's own good ! reem wanted to shout the truth she just wanted sara to know the truth even if sara won't be her friend she regreted the day she saw that stupid filthy guy that just plays with women's feelings and hearts it's not fair

*back to sara*

after sara felt safe in his hands she started telling him the story but it was not long until the mall closed and they had to go out so 3aziz told her to come into his car.. they bith walked to the car and..

*in the car*

he opened the car and was driving and she kept saying and saying until there was nothing to say by the time she finished 3aziz was angry with what these people do to her so he said....

3aziz: shoofay dam el 7a8araa chithy you have to do something back... ou laa t5aafeen hathaa s3ood ana araweeech feeh wala la5alee meyswa baiza hal 5ara shloun yel3ab eb banat el nas !!!
me: lalaa please don't get involved in this please !!! i want to get my revenge back, cause beleive me revenge is sweeeet!!!
3aziz: 3alaa raa7tiich .. you have to call your mom akeed ahaalich e7aatoonich now
me: ee 9aa7 !! now i'll open my phone akeed hal khara stoped calling!
3aziz: hahaha. ygoloonlich .. fe ma9ry galoola laish el ma9arya wayed ya7lefoun? chan egyoul wenaaby eshaa3a!!
me: hahahahha( he knows i love Egyptian jooookes)
3aziz: ee chithy el the7ka wayed a7la .. yala now call
me:ok

*calling mom*

mom: aloo
me: aloo hala yoma sorry i just relised that my phone was switched off
mom: ee laa 3ady a9lan ana dgait 3laicch chan at'thakar u were with reem fa ma 7atait
me: haha ee ok mama ra7 akamil el film ou ayee
mom: okk 7abebty bye;*
me: ma3asalama

3aziz: ashwaa it went good
me: ee el7emdella ok 3ady now inred sooq sharq 3ashan i take my car
3aziz: la ana raa7 awa9lich min 9ijich a5aleech wentay eb hal 7alaa !!
me: 3ade walaa i'm good now i just needed someone to chat with
3aziz: hahha ou i'm always there for you .. ou tara im not kidding ana bawa9lech ana etha gilt kilma ma aghayerha
me: alaah ey3een your gilrfriend 3alaik hahhah
3aziz: ahahaha ou badez el saye8 el 9eb7 eyeeblich sayartich el bait so give the keys
me: laa wala it's okk ana ou o5ooy inroo7 na5eth'ha
3aziz: anaa shgilt??
me: hmm ok :p walaa etkhaaleeny afteshel minik
3aziz: teftashlain mnu shnu sh'hal kharabee6

so we headed back home talking about random things when we arrived to my house ..

me: mashkoooooooour!!!!! 7aaaaddik maa ga9aaaaart
3aziz: eshdaa3waa masawait shay
me: swait kilshay !!
3aziz: hahha

ou like this i went back home wih a smile on my face i said hi to everyone and told them that im tired i should sleep .. i hopped in to the shower and started crying haaard so hard i don't care about s3oud kaifa hathaa ... i mean i didn't imagine that we would live happily ever after !... bs reem how could she do this to me walaa 6aaaaaa7aaaaat min 3ainyyy !!! "6e7t men 3ainy ba3d ma kint 3aleeha"

i cried and cried until out of nowhere that song came into my mind and i started singing...

"ma begaly '3air el 5oof eywanesny
9oot el mathy bewjoody yethakerny
mabegaly anaa ela ana
ou rou7 kilaha 7izn ou 3ana
7ata el dmoo3 fel 3youn deblat
7ata el thnoon fel jroo7 kebrat
madry le wain ra7o le wain ra7o el nas"
- 3abdelmajeed 3abdulla

after that loong shower i wore my furry pajamas that made me fell comfortable and warm i tuckled my self into my bed crying with no sound .. crying with pain inside.. crying like i never had cried

Trust 11


continuing the call..


me: WHAAAT ?! why are saying thiss?
9ale7: yes or no ?!!
me: i dont know!! (etha giltlaa he's mine ra7 a6ee7 min 3aina )
9ale7: have you seen him with her anywhere ?
me:no
9ale7: ok bye
me: WAAAAAAIT!!


6ooo6 6ooo6 6oo6


9ale7: heeeey intaa w5er 3anhaa
s3ood: ou mnu 7athretik
9ale7: her cousin!

Reeem was so scared that she payed quickly

9ale7 : Reem roo7ay ba3dain i'll call you
s3ood: what the hell!
Reem : mashkouuuur!!!!
9ale7: walaw
s3ood : are you her cousin wila ur just mkaing things up ! tara ur getting on my nerves
9ale7: 6aaaa3 min yet7achaaaa shoof inta ebtathlef el7een wela shloun ?????!!!
s3ood: ana baroo7 bs mo 3ashan inta giltly lana mali 5ulg mashakel
9ale7: roo7 zain

like this they both left without hurtiing each other

when 9ale7 looked at his phone ..

*8 missed calls Sara*

*Dailing Sara*

Me: aloooooo!
9ale7 : hala
me: what happened to Reem?!!
9ale7: la wala shay i think that guy was brothering her
me: are you sure he was the same guy we saw at starbucks?!?!?
9ale7: 100 percent sure .. she seemed she was with him but when i went i thought he was bothering her bs sh'hal 9edfa he was in starbbucks and now he is in the jam3iya weyahaaa
me: aha .. aham shay reem's ok (trying to keep it all about Reem)
9ale7: yes she is
me: good .. ok bye
9ale7: byebye



as soon as i hung up the phone i bursted into tears in my bed i layed down crying and crying how could they do this to me !! i can't beleive that the closest two people in my life did that to me but still i have to make sure before i do anything i cant just not talk to Reem lazem at2kad min el banaya nafshaaaa.. i just continued to cry until .. Reem was calling

*Calling Reem*

ehm ehm i cleared my voice before talking to her

Me: alooo
Reem : yalaaa wainich it's 7:30 !!! 9arly ni9 sa3aa waiting for you
me: hahha sorry ra7at 3alay nomaa now i'm coming !!
Reem: okk na6retich;)
me:bye

like this i got into my pink juicy jumpsuit and white sandals my hair was already straitened so i did a kuba with it, it looked nice and applied eyeliner and headed to the jam3eya when ever i get sad i eat choowy goowy t makes me relax:) so i went into the jam3iya and took a whole bar with 12 cookies in it i like their original and the penut butter so i took half original and half peanut butter and headed to Reem's house before i knew it i finished the whole bar and was in Reem's house

*Dailing Reem *

Reem: alo
me: ana bara

she ran down and opened the door for me we headed to the basement where the coach was right in front of the t.v

Reem: yalaa i'm going to put the movie
me: what movie ??
Reem: Furry Vengeance .. it's new and comedy !!
me: ok .. where are you going
Reem: bas 5 minutes ba7e6 the pop corn bel microwave
me: ok

i saw her phone laying on the table and was furious to get it until i did ! there was a new msg

*new message 99-----*

THAAAAAAAAAAT'SSS S3OOOOD'S NUMBEER !!!!!!!:O
I CANT BELEIVE MY EYES SINCE WHEN ARE THEY MSGING !
i opened the msg ofcoarse and guess what

*message recieved*

sorry 7abeebty 3ala ely
9ar today inshala ma za3altay
ou whenever ur ready call
i'll be waiting



7ABEEEEEBTY?! CAAALL ?! WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!

Trust 10

6alool: i'm reading your brick breaker's high scores .. 7adich 5wara

ahhhhhhhhh ! ashwaaaa takhyelaw gara my msges x_x i would've been died by now

me: ok give it baaack to meee!! i neeeeeed it
6alool: ok latmooteen 3alaina

i took my mobile 7aaaaaaddy erta7t youm 5athaita !:D .. i deleted all the msges so that if he took it next time he wont find anything against me..



*In Reem's house*



*message recieved*

Reem, can i see you today
so i can discuss with you
exactly what we're going to
do?

*message sent*

what ?! since when we see
each other !

*message received*

mu intay tshofeen your
friends in starbucks nafs
el shay

*message sent*

ok where and when?

*message received*

starbucks at 5:30..and you
have to check where sara
is going today we dont want
to bump into her

*message sent*
ok


*Calling sara*
me: alo
Reem: hala wala eb hal 9oot
me: hala feech
Reem: sh3endich elyoum
me: maku wala shay
Reem: ta3alay baitna
me: at what time?
Reem: 7 3ashan nis'har 3alaa movie
me:ok:D
Reem: yala see you
me: byebye


Reem te2akedat inna their not gonna bump into her .. so raa7at elbesat ay shay ou 6la3aat


*in starbucks*


6ab3aan awaal ma dashat legeta ga3ed so ra7at ou g3edat ma3a

Reem: Hi
s3ood: ahlan .. shnu teshrebeen ayeeblich
Reem: nothing
s3ood: la lazem
Reem: i said nothing .. now 5al nibda lana Saraa is coming to my house at 7
s3ood: okk.. shoofay ana malait min sara ou karaht'ha ba3ad ma galatly tabeny asaafer
Reem: then why dont you just broke up laish imda5elny bel salfa walaa mu fahma shaaay
s3ood: ee that's why e7na ga3deen ana bafahmech ..when i hated her fa gimt adawer 3ala wa7da nafs'haa.. fa i decided i want you
Reem: whaaaaat??! li3ba banat el naas et5ale9 min wa7da etrooo7 7ag her best friend !!!!

she grabbed her bag and headed outside .. sh'haal zbala 3abala el banaat le3ba!!

s3ood: nee6ray .. ne6ray (running after her)
when she entered the car he stopped

s3ood: fot7aay the window please !! (knoking on the window)
she opened the window

Reem: naaa3aam ?! fashaltnyy jidaam el naaas!:s
s3ood: walaa asef i think u weren't ready for this
Reem : aaand i'll neveer be !!!!!
s3ood: ishda3waa give me a chance !!

she just turned on the car ignoring him and heading to the jam3eya 3ashan et'hady a39aabha ou lema sara etyee matla7eth inha mitnarfiza.. so she went and bought some junk .. ou while kanat 3end el Nachos side she felt someone waraha but just ignored and went to the pop corn side she bought the butter pop corn the one ely it7e6ona bel microwave ..9oot mo '3areeb 3laiha

him: kil hal bal3a 7agich
she turned as fast as she can thinking of the only one that could of came after her (s3ood) but surprisingly

Reem: ahlaan 9aaalee7!!
9ale7: ha shloun el weekend ?
Reem: walaa great how's yours?
9ale7: wlaa good ..yalaa ma 6awel 3alaich bye
Reem: bye:D


i think he went.. so i was in the cashier until a voice came


him: el jam3eya ha?
Reem: :O s3ood please ba3ed 3anny please




9ale7 saw reem with s3ood and remembered when they were on starbucks and he was staring at Sara he was irritated but he wanted to check if that guy was reem's boyfriend so he called saraa



*calling Sara*

me: alo? (surprised by his phone call)
9ale7: ahlaan shlounich?
me: good and you?
9ale7: great .. kint bas2elech do you remember that guy ele 5azich eb starbucks youm 3a9aabt
me: ee , shfee??
9ale7: is he reem's boyfriend ?
me: WHAT ?


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Trust 9

Reem was suprised never have any boy treated her that way she was shivering with fear is he controlling her ? since when he manipulates her over her best friend ? it's annoying really annoying ! she didn't know how to treat him if he treated her like that so she simply shut the phone

*calling 99------*
*missed call 99-----*

*calling 99-----*

she decided to ansewr the phone now

Reem : na3am?
s3ood: wala asef fi8adt a39aby shway
Reem: ahoof lazem u be careful ou matef8ed a39abek wayyed lana your getting on my nerves
s3ood: okk .. now shoofay we need to set time to call each other 3ashanich.. 3ashan you don't get surprised when i call
Reem: ok .. the best time is at 7:30 or 8 before i go to college ou in weekends at 9
s3ood: perfect .. ou ay mukan itroo7eena ma3aha send me a msg wain itro7oon
Reem: ok.. bs im starting to feel inna ana thedha
s3ood: no your not .. your helping her so yaalaa bye

she shut the phone without saying bye .. she was still annoyed with him but she didn't expect anything more from him to do ta2asaf ou bs


*baaaack to saaraaa*

i just woke up from my nap and went to the 9ala

Mama: right on time now ben7e6 el'3ada
me: ok wait ba'3asel i didn't even go to the bathroom bas kint bachayek etha taghadaitaw wela la2
mama: akeed al2 nan6erech
me: hahah thanks

i went to the bathroom wahed my face and brushed my teeth and hair :p ou swait sha3ree kuba .. well, ana bel bait lazem akheth ra7te wetha 6aloool gal ay shay ba8tela!! changed my PJ to gray short ou Donald Duck white T-shirt..i love Donald and especaily his voice !!

Mama: yalaaa saraaa!! (yelling from the phone)
Me: okok kany yaya!


i went down stairs salamt 3ala oboy ou ga3adt

khalid: ha ashoof 9ertay nafsna tawech ga3da
Me: la yal gabey that was a nap bs nimt 2 hours!
khalid: a nap oh my god just two hours ! *teasing me* a7liflich bel 8or2aan ina e7na 3araab kilyoum dal3aatly eb kelma !!
Me: baba shoof khalid
Baba: bdaaina? yala kil wa7ed yakel akla
both: inshala
me: takhayelaw today..
khalid: omg yeah today ?
me: argggggggh ! ok alyoum kina bel jam3a ou faj2a maskeena wa7da min el banat mobilha faj2a fita7 3ala el recordings ou ga3adna ni'67aak kilina maskeena tefashelat :p
*silence*
me: haaw shfeekom the7kaaw!!
6alal: shli eytha7ek bethabt maskeena it was an accident masawat 3alaiha
me: okk .. khalaas mara7 agoolikom salfat
khalid: laa alaah ey5aleech golay *teasing me again*
me: ufff khalid bas tara wala karaht nafsy minik
khalid: ee hatha eli abyyy .. abeech tekreheen nafsich ba3dain tetghayerain
me: intaaaw mashalaa kil wa7ed yabeeny atghayar 6alool yabeeny aghayer my clothes style winta tabeny aghayer kalamy 7asha model ana a9er 3ala kaifkom
khalid: ou abeech ma takleena etha gelnalich kilma law sema3tay
me: inshalaa 3amy ay 5edma thanya
khalid: la wala ma ga9artay


khalid is the family guy he spends so much time with us although rab3a kila ey7inoun 3alaih eye el dewaniya unlike 6alool which spends all his time with his friends ou etha geltla eysawely shay wela eywa9ilny mukan etha mali5ulg asoog wela my friend will be dropping me kilaaaa 3enda malyon saghla age9 eydyyyyyy!! bs eyroo7 3end rab3a la shighel wala mashghala he just graduated min college ou ga3ed eydawer 3ala shi'3el sharekat Global e8belo ou inshala raa7 eydawem minak awal may5ale9 el 9aif .. ou khalid a5er sina jam3a ma5eth el 7aya eb s'hoola ou kilish mu hamita darajata eygool a5er shay i'll end up eb sharekat obooy bs obooy mayabeehum yet3awedoun 3ala sharekta ba3dain ra7 yakhthoon ra7athum galihum lazem you work in other places atleast 5 years ba3dain you can come to my company if you want ou the same goes for me :D

after '3ada i called Reem


*calling Reem *
me: alooo!
reeem: halaa walaa
me: tabeem inroo7 9aloun in7e6 nail polish ou insawe ryoolna ou eeedna ou nsheel sheera?
reem: loooool inshala ma ta36eeny ta8reer kamil
me: hahah 3yal shagool
reem : bs goolay khal inroo l saloon ou ana bafham shno bensaawe
me: haha ok is it yes or no
reem: yes bs shil6ary min mita etroo7en 9aloonat intay:p
me: min elyoum yalaa aby a9er female:p
reem: loooooool ok .. mita?
me:nooooow!
reem: ok elwa3ad minak
me: digeega ay wa7ed ?
reem: LaMode ely bel yarmook 3ashaan yam baitech
me: okkk;)



i went to change my clothes lebast my juicy jump suite tawny sharyeeta min site wayed 7ilo wiya sandals..i went out wila 6aloool et3abath eb mobily UMBAAY LAYSHOOOOF MMY MSGES !!




me: 6AAAAALOOOOOOOL !! shgaa3ed etsaaaaaaawwy eb mobily!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6alool: i'm reading your...


msges? did he read my msges with S3OOOOD?????? will he kill me now?

Trust 8

Reem: hi
Me : ahlaaaaan!!:D hahhaha shfeeech you dont look like usual
Reem : la wala i just didn't sleep right last night
Me : why?
Reem: i..i..i was ummm.. with my sister ! we were watching a looong movie that finished at 4 so wa9alt lana i know i wont wake up etha nimt
Me: are you sure ? mafeech shay your face looks pale ?
Reem: no .. maybe cause i didn't apply that much make up today
Me: well ok but if there is anything more don't hesitate to tell me im your friend i'll be in your side
Reem: i sure will tell if there was anything but there's nothing *trying to smile*
Me: okk.. ha starbucks wela dwaam 3ala6oul?
Reem: china ta2a5arna .. jam3aa a7san
Me: ee 9a7 .. a7san min ma nit2a5ar:))

after the long day in college we're back to the car

Reem: ufff ! wa2a5eeraaan weeekeeeeeeendd!!
Me: YAAAAAAAAY! yalaaa yabeelnaa music *turning on the CD* we're going to celebrate our weekend in ..??
Reem: i dunno .. umm intay shnu mishtahyaa?
Me: shay 5afeef shnu fe?
Reem: 5anroo7 Nino pizzathum 5afeeefa ou 7elwa ou their appertizers ba3ad 7ellween
Me: okk... agrab wa7ed eb Avenues 9aa7?
Reem: i think
Me: so Avenues we go!!:D .. making the volume louder

*in Nino*

garrison: yes mam .. are you ready to order
Me: yup.. we want one pizza
Reem: and one nachos
Me:and for drinks sprite
Reem: i want orange juice
garrison : anything more?
Me: no that's it
garisson: so im gonna repeat the order
1 pizza
1 nachos
1sprite and 1 orange juice
Me: yupp
Reem : so.. it's gonna be happy weekend without him u'll be all miiiiinnnnneeee!!
Me: hhaahhahaha im happy too but i miss him *mobile ringing *.. UMBAAAAAAY THATS HIM '3areeeeb 3omra 6weeeeel!! let me answer
Reem: :O okk

i got up to answer the phone even if reem knows al about him i want my privacy


*Calling s3ood*

Me: heloooo!
s3ood: ahlaan ahlaan .. shloun your weekend
Me: so far so great
s3ood wainich?
Me: in nino with reeem n you?
s3ood: bel ma6ar ..etwa9een 3ala shay men sharm
Me: salaaaaaaaaamtik!
s3ood: hahaha alaaah esalmich
Me: so cham bajy 3ala el 6ayara?
s3ood: mmm.. b3ad ni9 sa3aa el e8laa3
Me: ahaa fa lazem etdesh el 6ayara
s3ood: ee yala take care
Me: you tooo!! :*
s3ood : yaaa dashait el 6ayaaraa a5aaf eyzifouna ala el telefone
Me: yal 5awaaf !!
s3ood : ahahaha mu wagtaa el7een yala byebye
Me: bbyee

*baaack to reem*

Me: i'm baaaaack!:p
Reem: hahhaha shnu hatha may9eer ana 7ajaztich 6ool el weekend ou ebkil shoola yakhthech
Me: hahahha yal 3araa bs 10 minutes ;)
Reem : ahha ok yala 5al nakel barad el akel
Me:yalaaa

ou ba3ad mate'3adeena wa9alt reem.. cause kanat mayta tabe etnam baitha ou kilina kina ta3baneen so re7na na5eth a small nap or in reem's case a BIIGG naaaaap!


*reem heading to her room*

*message received*
are you back min nino?

*message sent*
yes

*calling 99------*

Reem : yes?
s3ood: did you tell her anything aw 7assat eb shay
Reem: ehya 7assat inny asha shay bs magelt shay
s3ood: ok you have to let her mat7es eb shay
Reem: and you have to not call that often lany mo miste3eda 7ag mashakel.. msges kafeeen
s3ood: laish intay wayed naaafsiyaaaaaa 6oool el wagt ??? taraaa ma7ad egh9ebich etsaween hal shay !!
Reem: whaat????? min miita et3amilny chithyyyyyyyyy ???!!!
s3ood: okk sorry bs now lazem te3wedain 3al wath3 ana tara mat7amal chithy

6ooo6 6ooo6 6ooo6

she shut the phone on his face .. eb9ara7a laha 7aaag shyabeee ohwa laish etefelsif!

Trust 7

It was 10 pm and a guy is calling her.. even in day time she didn't call any guys so she just ignored ... suddenly the phone was ringing

*Calling 99......*

she didnt even saved his number ... yaaaleetny ma dazait msg wala ma sawaaat 3alaay

Reem : aloo??
s3ood: halaa walaa
Reem: s3ood my parents are very stricked im not suppossed to call guys ou 5oo9ooo9aan at this time ..i wanted to get straight to the point mu 8a9dy 3anik itn wel ni3m feek
s3ood:afaaa eshda3wa ok shoofaay mara7 a6aawwel 3alaich ana youm galatly sara inha tabeeny i give her her own space ou inna it's summer eb 9ara7a tenarfazt ya3ny min mita ehyaa chithy matabeeny
Reem: bs ihya mu 8a9idhaa 7araam 3alaik ehya wala 3ashaaan kanat mathghoo6a ou wedha etta3araf 3ala nas yeddad
s3ood: ou eta3arraf 3ala nas yedad 3alaa 7saab el 8edemeen ?.... anaa ma kan weddy age6 nafsy 3laiha fa geltlaha basafer ana many msafer
Reem : whaaaaat ???????!!!!!!!!
s3ood : yawaaaaailich in we9alaahaa el 7achy anaa baakamel kil shay 3ala buna imsafer ou i want you to tell me everything as if i were with you please la teradedeen lanaa walaa kl hatha 3ashaan ma9li7at refeejtich etha gelteelaha eshteswa 3alay ou 3laiha nig3ed man7achy ba3ath net2lam .. faa please bas sawy ely giltlich 3alaih ..3ashan 5a6er sara
Reem: madry im still not sure
s3ood: okk please 3a6eeny kilma ee wela la2?
Reem bafaker this night
s3ood ok etha 3araftay msg me in the morning etha ee wela laa ...
Reem: ok bye
s3ood: asef 3alaa el ez3aaj ..bs wala lu mo mit6ar chan ma sawait hal mokalama et'thakeray kilshay 3ashan sara
Reem : la 3adee.. bye

like this reem shut her mobile and her room door too she didn't want any distraction to think about these heavy words she is carrying on her shoulders .. what is the right thing to do is it to tell her the paining truth or keep her smile.. after alll this thinking she went over with when the sun rised she came with a wise decesion, maybe wise to her..


she decided to keep all that a secret and keep her friends smile she didn't want to so her friend in pain she thought that was the wisest decision that could of been maade


after 1 hour 30 minutes sara would be coming picking reem up from her house how as reeem going to face sara without saying the truth .. after reem was sure of her decision she sent a massege ..

*message sent*

yes.

she quickly took a shower so sara wont see how pale reeem was after making her self looking like normal usual days ..

sara, which is me arrived to pick her up

(BAACK TO SARAA'S PIONT OF VIEW )

*message sent *
reeem anaa baraaaaa:p


Reem waaaas very sacared of meeting sara she never hided anything from sara she always was very straight and honest \
how would i meet saraa;"(

*message recieved*
i am veryyy happy thaaaank youuu



al7een 3a6ait s3ood kilma wana mu gad i cant laaaaazem agool 7ag sara bs i cant 36aita kilma
9arlaha 5 minutes bara ou bell 3adaa a6la3lahaa ebser3aaaaa bas im afraid of meeting her
what do i do?


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back to sad post endings :D

Trust 6

after the looooooooonnnnng night we had dancing and singing nonstopping ! it waaaaaaas aaaa greeeaaaat day that will leave a happy finger print in my memories.. of coarse kaan jam3aa bacher so wa9aalt cause i know inna 7addy many ga3da law nimt soo i studied a little bit ou kamalt el saahra eb ghoorfity facha el i-pod wiyya el i-pod speaker ou dancing broo7y trying to improve my moves ...anaa mo noo3yy arge9 wayyed bs etha indimajt bel rag9 maaaa awaaagef :s 3ogob i had a long shower lana rega9t wayyed ou 3aragt 6ab3an :p ou ba3aad 3ashaan athaaye3 wagty mit wana online ma7ad ga3ed so 3ogob the shower thaya3t wagty "ahtam eb nafsy" asawey sha3rey nafs ma saaita yesterday youm talool 7achany mo 3ashan sha bs i like when ppl look at me surprised :D ou ya36oony attention, ou applied eye liner ou my earings ba3dain dawartly 3ala dress 7ag dawam ana a7eb el loon el abyath fa dawart wa7ed abyeth ou chima chinese mo 7afar wala ni9 chim ou cotton ou fe thalath azira sooda kbeera shway ou min ta7at foug el rikba ou fe black line a5er shay bel dress wiyya black sandals 3alaih flower bel ni9 .. ba3dain 3adaalt sha3ry pony tail ou 6ila3t imbacher shwaay at 8 lana el jam3a tabde 9 fa ashoof rab3ey at starbucks

*message sent*

REEEEEEEEM today baroo7 imbacher tabeen americh 3ashan inroo7 starbucks ??:D

*message recieved*

b9araaaaaa7aaaa 9idaamteeenny !:O yeeess please ..sh'salfitich ???

*message sent*

hhahahha yalaaa nizlaay ana wi9aalt .. now agoolich ;p



Reem : LAAAAA LAAAAA ma9aaaaaadeg e3yooony haaathy sara ely ana a3reeefhaa???? taghaaaaaayaaaartaaaay 180 daraaaaaga esh'ssssaaaaalfitiiiiich????
Me : hahhahahha walaa shay bas ams 6alool zaafny shwaya 3a6any mo7athara inna lazem a9eer bnaya ;p faaa 9ert chithy shrayech
Reem: el kalaaaaaaaaaam maaaaaa yaaaaakfyyyyyyyyyyy

and after a long talk about last night ou shnu swait eb nafsy we9alna starbucks and for the first tiiimee ana dashaiiiit awaaal waaa7daa ma kan fe a7ad min rabi3na fagi3adna nan6er lai ma ya awal waa7ed 3aziz wayha imtafaa5 ou ga3ad eb 6awla eb roo7 chan inroo7la

Me: haaw inshala teg3ed ma3ana
3aziz : :o... INTAAAAY SARA ?:O haaaw wala ma3araftech ana awl ma shift reem shakait inna hathy 6awlatna bes youm shiftich gilt hathy wa7da ma3arefha fa ga3adt eb 6awla thanya
Me: shda3waaaaa maraaa wa7da mat3arefny !!!!!;p.. ok haahahha ou khansoolif.. wayheeek imtaaaafaaaaaa5!hahh (asti7y lema 9bayn e3alqoun)
3aziz:loooooooooool wala ba3ad 9ertay teste7eeen umbaaaaay sara maylooooooooooooooooooog !!


ou dash wa7ed wa7ed min our group kilhom e3alqoun lema 9ar wagt el 7i9a .. maraat el 7e9e9 eb ser3a wala 7asaait eb 3adam wjood s3ood ela youm yatlyy reem etgooly ..
Reem : haaaaaaaaw inshala teza3altaw?? where is he :o???
Me: laaaaaaa mat9aaadgeeen a8na3ta eysaaaafer wiyya rab3aaaaa!!!!
Reem: 9iiiiiiijjj maaaa aa9aadeg !!

reeeeem waaas ssssupppeeeerr haaaaaaaappyyyyyy for mee


at that night Reem went back home and messaged him

*message sent*

S3OOOOOOD ! zaaaain swait betsafer ou ta36y el bint her own space tewaqa3tek maraa7 tefhaaam
thhhhhaaaaank youuu!

*message received*
can i call?
im not filerting ba7acheech 3an saraa ma3aref at7acha mgses mu 7as balech im gonna flirt
;p



rrreeeem was surprisedd by the laast msg and wanted to call me but she didn't tell me that she messaged him, at the first plaace

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Trust 5

After the song finished i stopped the CD and there was that silence time he was looking at me with a big question mark on his face he was silent waiting for me to say the reason he came here and the reason he heard that song why exactly that song and i wasn't looking directly at him



looking at the ground i started ..

Me: umm.. int al7een akeed ga3ed tes2aal laish sama3tek el '3niya weyha 3an el bo3d bel9aif we7na both ga3deen bel kuwait
*he nods*
Me : Ana mara7 asafer wala shay bes fe a7ad ra7 eghayer raya weroo7 ma3 rab3aa sharm el shaiekh
s3oud: shnu ga3da etgoolen?
Me: ana mabeek teb3ed 3an rab3ek 3ashany
s3ood bs ana i chose to not go with them
Me : wel sabab ely a3arfa ina all of that is 3ashan you have sometime with me
s3ood : ee ?
Me : i have to reasons laish inta ra7 etsafer ma3 rab3ek reason one, well actually three, reason one lanik ra7 itmel minyy eha gabaltny 6ool el 9aif the whole reason inna fe 9aif is for people to miss each other ou eredouun walhaaneen mo maleen min kither ma eyjaabloun ba3ath 6ool el sina .. lazem fe wagt infich ou enred ma3ba3ath ana mo ga3da agool chithy lana i dont eant you bel3ax lana i want you ou i care that i dont get bored of you mo la2ana ur boring its just human reality inna they get bored of people they see everyday, second reason is that you have to have some fun wiya rab3ek mu ay wa7da et9a7ebha it5aleeha the first thing you care about mu 3an ina i dont deserve it bs other girls may not rab3ek ohma ely bageenlik 6ool hal sneen .. i7n aeb nikbar ou kil wa7ed ra7 yetzawej ou yemken tentihy 3ela8atna except if you were my husband which i dont think your planning to be at all then hatha el careness lazem ma eye ela lema a9eer ur wife, third which is the least i care about inna el nas wayed gam yet7achoun 3anna ou ga3deen e6al3oun 7achy ou 6ab3an inta lanik i9bay maku som3a bas an shteswa 3lay et6ee7 som3ety ou ma7aetzawajny :/ fa ga3datna hathy eli bel jam3a lazem enba6elha ou someone's going to Shaaarrrm !

s3ood : intay hal kither etfakreen feni *smilling* i cant stop smiling
Me : ana afaker eb nafsy lana etha inta mare7t ma3 rab3ek ra7 etmel miny ou the next thing you dumb me( in a joking tone)
s3ood: hahahhaa come here you deserve a hug, i really can't find a girl friend like you thinking about me in that way actually i wanted to travel, bs since i wanted you more i stayed bas al7een i relized ina i have to go on a vacation for you to stop thinking about me that often ou so you get a break min 7anity so when i come back you will be missing el 7ana
Me: hahahhahahaa .. ay 7anaa ..inta mu wayed 7anan

UFF! AWAL MARA EYGOUL SHAY 9A7 WALA 7ANITA MU 9IJ ! i guess hathy kithba baitha mara7 et2ather :p

and oh! it was that easy if knew it would be that easy i would of talked to him long time ago

after we sat about an hour in7oos e shiware3 el kuwait insolef radaina el parking bel parking it was 9:30 ga3adna together sa3a ou ni9 ou that was enough for today .. but i wont see him tomorrow i hope that i wont miss him in collage but ill meet new friends which is great and have some time for reem which has been complaining since i loved s3ood or since he loved me i guess

s3ood was coming closer to hug me as soon as he touched me ..

Me : OUUCHH !!
s3ood : shfeeeech ?!! *scared*
Me : your so hot when i touch you i burn
s3ood: yaaaaaaaaal maleeeee8aa walaa 7asbaaly feeeeech shay !!!!!!! hahahhahha
Me : (A) hahaha
so i hugged him (For the first time) not he hugged me there's a difrence with who starts .. he always did:p .. and i went in to my car .. ma7eb siwalef ohwa ey2a9elny el sayara i told him from the first time we dated inna ma eywa9elny lana sh'hal sa5afa ga3adt wiya sa3a ou ni9 yat 3ala a5er ni9 dgeega eywa9elny

* Dialing Mama*

Mama: aloo
Me : hala wala eb 7abayebna nawarto liyaleena tara min ba3dikom ma7ad 3ala eldenya yesaleenaa *singing*
Mama: haa shilsaalfaa mistansa hal kither
Me: laish ya3ni matabeen etshoofeeny astanes? (joking bs 3ashan i dont ansewr her question)
Mama: laa akeed abeech bs..
Me: (interrupting) wainich lail7een 3end khalty wela bel bait
Mama : laa 3end 5altich ou ba3d eshwaay ra7 tabdy jasat wanasa feeha majee ou rashe ou eljasmy wayyed 7elwa shakelha
Me : ya3ni el salfa feeha rag9
Mama: hahahha akeeeed
Me: yalaa 5 digaayeg wanaa wa9laa

So i speeded up bel sayara 3ashan o9al gabl el jalsa

*calling s3ood*

Me: aloo
s3ood : 7abeebty shfeech sara3tay shway shway lated3emeeeen!
Me: (since when eygooly 7abeebty :/) umm ok
s3ood : ma jawabtay so2aly laish sara3tay
Me: 3ashan fe jalsa eb tabdy al7een ou my cousins minak fa i dont want to miss the dancing
s3ood: hahhahahahahaha walaa thaa7aakteeny .. ok 3adey ashoofich targe9een?
Me: sh'hal shi6ana 6ab3aan la2!
s3ood: kalaiteeny besmilaah 5ala9 5ala9 ana asef
Me: ahahaha good
s3ood: ok 3ayal yala bye
Me: digeega inta laish la7egny 6ool hal wagt
s3ood : lana i wont see you tomorrow since bawagef el 9aify fa i'll use all the time i can see out of the college
Me: (awwwwww cuttte) hahahahh wala tha7aktny ya3ny romancy ... walaa maaaayloug 3alaik
s3ood : ok khalastay teth7ekeen 3alay .. bye
Me : byebye:)


* in khlaty lulu's house*


Me : aaaaaaahllllaaaaaaan i'm back
Dalool: ou laish madagaitay 3alaay
Me : lanaa yam3at el banat kanaat wanaaasaaa ou ashwaa kel elbanaat fahmeeny
Dalool: ashwaa ya3ny kil shay tamam
Me: methel ma 5a6a6t :D
khaalty lulu: ssiiiiiiktaaw el jalsaa raa7 tabdy


we haad agreat time with all my cousins and the dancing i sure lost alot of calories although im not over weight


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happy pooossssst:DD
not like alwaaaaays .. i hooooope you liked it and wait there is soo much more



:)

Trust 4

Me: i thought u had experience 3ashan chithy bas2elich
Dalal: sorry i over reacted ... that's why you changed your style ? for him?
Me: laa2!!! 6alooool theba7ny elyoum intay 9bay wentay fashalteena fa te2ethart min kalama ou libast chithy today 59oo9an that bashoofa ba3d ishwaay at 8
Dalal: maynounaa intaay min 9ijich !! is it the first time shooofeenaa?!
Me : laaa 9arlina 5 years in3aref ba3ath kina friends ba3dain youm te5arajt 9erna in7eb ba3ath
Dalal: aha .. bas ana mabeech it6e7een bel 7ofra wala tegdereen te6le3een minha tara wala etha 6a7at som3etich wala et9eeren 3ilch be7louj ilnaas shoofay ana 9arly 5 months makalamt a7ad ou im not in a relation ou still il nas 7asbalhum ana ma95ara
Me: bs ana its my first time ou i really love
Dalal: Did you ever kiss him?
Me: no:/ and never will
Dalal: ee good ..ok now whats your problem ?
Me: umm ohwa wayed gam ey9er eb kilmokan ana fee ou mo gadra a9eer ana wala at3araf 3ala nas yedad bel jam3a 6ool el wagt ma3ay ela wagt el 7e9a9.. ohwa kansal safreta 3ashan ya5eth 9aify ma3ay bs ana magdar chthy karaht nafsee!
Dalal: deer balich ... ana agool lazem et9aar7eena witgooleenlaa .. bs yez3al aw ma yez3al raje3 3ala el 6aree8a ely et7acheena feeha.. awal shay act chinich mmitraddeda goleela inich 5ayfa etha togeleenla ehidich
Me: ee ana 9ij 5ayfa e9eer chithy
Dalal: adree!! shnu ana gaylatlich chathbay .. anyways ba3dain ohwa begoulich goolay ou y7en 3alaich 7ail ou ba3dain goleela
Me: are you sure?
Dalal: ee witha 3a9ab that means intaw mate9le7oun 7ag ba3ath nshala mayez3al 3ashan intay tbeen ur space tell him lana el nas wayyed gam yes2eloun laish intay 6ool el wagt ma3aa ou eshaa3at gam te6la3
Me: okk .. yala i should be going ba3d rob3 sa3a bekoun ihnaak
Dalal: yalaa *holding my hand* be brave !;)
Me : okk
Dalal: call as soon as you finish
Me: sure

*in the 9ala*

Me: yalaa 5alty ana baroo7
khalty lulu: laa wait now ur other cousins beyoun ou khalatich we're gonna eat dinner here
Me : sorry wala bas wa3adt rab3ey i'll be there bel yam3a lana i missed it the last two time
khalty lulu: 3ala ra7tich ..bs etha 5al9tay minhom redeelina i7na sahraneen ihny
Me: akeeed khalty

so i went out to my car .. feeling nothing i don't know how am i supposed to feel a9lan so sha'3alt el FM 88.8
"ou hathy ighniyat rashed el yedeeda ebteda el 9aif"
ebteda al 9aif wel 9aif in beda feeh 3ada gelat wa9l w al'9eegah w bo3d el 7abayeb

YES! i knew it.... agoolaa summer is all about missing each other so that after we see each other after summer we're gonna be happy ou 3ashan manmil min ba3aa'6 so i changed my way i went to the music store quickly

Me: hello
Man: hello madam
Me: do you have Rashed Al Majid's new song ebteda el 9aif ?
Man: yes madam i have it right here it is just arive
Me: okk i want to buy it
Man: no problem madam .. do u want anything more i habe .. and ..
Me : just give me the cd
Man : wait 5 kd madam
Me here ! handing him the money and running to the car

yalaa i will be late !! shit shit

Guy : shfeech it7aacheen nafsich
Me : waaaaih wagta hatha ( hopping into the car)

Finally!! we9alt 3ala el wagt there was his car parked in front of me so i took my CD in went in to his car

s3ood: hello (worried )
Me : ahlaan (smiling so he wont be worried).. before i start abee tesma3 hal ighniya
s3ood : ok

so i opened the CD ou 76aita
Me : i want you to listen to the words
s3ood: nodding his head afraid of what the song would be about


will he be mad at me or will he undestand the situation i am in?


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Character clarification

For those of you who are mixed up with the characters here is something very helpful:

Characters

S3ood : boyfriend
3zeez: School friend
9ale7: School friend
Reem: best friend
Sara: main character
5alty lulu: i5it omy
Dalal: cousin
Talal: brother
Khaled : other brother

Trust 3

Me: a..a..aloo
s3ood: shfeech 7abeebty 3asaa mashaar tabeen americh al7een
Me: laaa laaa mafeeny shay bs walaht 3alaik abe ashoofik

shgoola yaa3ni ?

s3ood: 3alay hal kalam ? saraa please goleely shfeech
Me : ok khalas agoolik when we meet
s3ood: when and where?
Me:8 at the parking lot
s3ood: 5ala9 i'll be there
Me: bs tara it's nothing important bas bagoolik shay lat5aaf mafy shay
s3ood :akeed?
Me : ee akeed ..u'll find out when u see me;)
s3ood: 5ala9 ok
Me: yala bye
s3ood: ma3asalama

el7een walaa shaklaa 7asas a5aaf etha geltaa yez3aal tarek safrita ou ga3ed ma3ay a5er shay agoola chithy bs lazem agoola el 9ej lana a relationship should be based on truth mu lies .. Reem wouldn't help if called not that she doesnt want to but because she doesn't have any experience fa matadry whats the right thing to do .. ou since i dont have any sister agoolaha maaku elaa my cousin Daloolaa... she's always in a relationship ou 7adhaa et3aref kilshay bs magdar faj2aa agoolaha lazem i see her face to face

Mama: yalaaaa kilmaan its Lunch time .. (mama it9aaare5 min el 9ala)

kilman 6ela3 ela ana still ga3da eb roby, yat ummy ou 6aggat el bab *knock knock*

Me: yalaa mama im coming bs ga3da albes
Mamam: yala quickly obooch yoo3an
me: okk

so lebast short aswad ou blosa baitha marsoom 3laiha Garfield wiya Crocks ou nizalt lihom .. ou sha3ry kan wet fa sawaita ponytail 3ashan mayez3ejny wana akel.. fa kint as7ab my chair 3ashan ag3ed

Baba : wain my kiss ebteg3edeen bdoon matsalmeen 3alay
Me : wee sorry nisait (kissing his cheeks and forehead)
Baba : ee intay zain ma tensain nafsich
Me : ahahaha;p
Talal: ou e7na maku 7agna 9abaa7 el 5air
Me : inaas eygolooon good afternoon al7een shku 9aba7 al5air
Khalid: intay shily 7arech ? it's summer ou el waggt el'3ada yo3tabar 9b7 ou shnu "good afternoon " i7na 3araab!!
Me : kalaitoony 5alaa9 .. 9abaa7 el 5air .. istanastaw?
Talal: haa shrayek khaled istanasna wela la2
Khalid: laa bs 7aram 5al ingolaha ee a5aaf tabchy
Me : arrrg !! intaw maat5aloon el wa7da takel
Talal: ya3ni 3a9abtay ?.. 5alaa9 wala eyhemich sorry

wai3 talal ou khaled kila ey7eboun inarfizouny wanaa ebser3aa a3a9eb

Baba: 5ala9 ya3yaal siktaw 5alaw el wa7ed yet'hanaa bakla
tala&khaled: inshala yubaa
Mama: ha sh9ar 3laich yaya ma3ay 7aag 5altich ?.. btw baroo7laha at 6;30 ou ebnet3asha 3endaha
Me: umm eee bayee 7ag one hour ba3dain baroo7 7ag rab3y eb bait reem el yam3a elyoum
Mama: 3alaa ra7tich 7abeebty

brooo7 minaak lana Dalool ouagdar a7acheeeha bel mawthoo3

*b3d el'3ada bel 9ala*

Mama: saroona tara ba3d 10 minutes badla3 fatejahiza
Me : ana labsa

mali 5ulg abdel fa baroo7 bel lebs ey labsitaa

Talal: inshala matro7een chithy !
Me : laish ishfeeny "chthy"??
Talal : chinich 9baay labsatly short ou blosa was3a ou crocks 7asiseena inich bnaya law maraa lebsay dress wela skirts kila ya labsatly training wela shorts ou t-shirts
Me: waaay ! esh3laik inta eb kilshya teda5aal
Talal : laa 7bait al3ab dour el e5et law mar afahmich ina libsich dafsh wayed
Me : ufffff!!

so i went to my room 3ashan abadel mu lana basma3 kalama bas 9ij ely galaa specaily iny bashoof s3ood today lazem a9eer bnaayaa:$ ba3ad ma 7ist kil my closect lgaiat the perfect thing it was a white dress foug el rekba plain bs fe rasmat necklace min foug with dimond earings the ones ele fehum solitaira 9'3eera ou 7a6ait eye liner foug el 3ain ou bs i dont like makeup ou it was the first time i open hal eye liner ou sha3ary sashwarta (slik) ou sawaity ponytail

Mama: yalaa giltlich 10 minutes swaiteeha ni9 sa3aa!!
Me: yalaa im coming

awaal ma dashait el 9alaa

Mama: mashalaaa :o intay laish mu minziman chithy
Talal: yalaitny zafich minziman law drait ina fee faydaa
Baba: wintaay 5ashaaa kil hal jamal laish
Khalid : ee wala talool 7saafaa law zafha minziman
Me: BSSSS 3AAD!! 7asastoony ini kint 9bay gabl
Mama: yala yala imshay ta2a5arnaa!! saraa walaa shaklich eb ten5a6bain elyoum
Me: hahahahah mama wainy ana ou wain el 5u6ba
Mama: matadreen yabnayty

*khalaa lulu's house*

All: SARA?!
Me: :$ na3am? (acting like madry laish ohma mista'3reeben )
5alty lulu: me7lawaaaa shimsaawyaa
Mama: walaa shay elyoum talool eygoolahaa shaklich 9bay lawa3tay chabidna ou faj2a 6la3aat chthy:)
Dalaaal : maaa aa9aadeg 3younyy !
Me: wala fashaaltoonny :$
All: hahaha
we all sat down together bs i can't wait any longer so i typed a message to Dalal 5alnroo7 mukan bagoolich shaay
Dalal : ana ou sara ray7een dary baraweeha my new dress .. yalaa sara
Saraa: ahahaha okk;)

*Dalaal's Room*

Me: Dalal?
Dalal: ha shbaghaitay etgooleen ?
Me: Ana m9a7ba wa7ed ou aby as2elich shasawy
Dalal: SHNUUU?:@



Ummm did i do the right thing?:/ or is it the wrong thing i did?

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Trust 2

*Message sent*
s3ood i6laa3 ebser3a ou 3ogob 5 mins
la7gitik 7ag el jam3a



9ale7 : ya3ni min kalamich afhaam inich testaansain etha a7ad 5azich.. he looked serious 7aaddy 5ift minaa
3zeez : eshda3wa .. kaa gaam el rayaal maa kan 8a9daa ou ely yesmi3ekk eygool i7na man5izz;) 7alal 3laik ou 7aram
3laihom?

*Message Received*
na6rech bel parking mal el jam3aa

9ale7: e7na 3al a8aal man5ez wa7da weya reyayeel
3zeez: bdaaina.. hahhaha a9laan a5er broadcast dazeena eygloonlik kil ely eb madares 5a9a " el McChickens" mo reyayeel... walaa shagoona hal broadcasts
We all laughed ashwaa 3zeeez saved the day:p
Me : yala ana baroo7 la 2ata5ar 3alaa awal mo7athara nafs kil maaraa .. reem yaya ?
All : alaa ma3aach
Reem : no bakamil my coffee
Reem likes to give and s3ood our private time tadrey inna i was going to him since he went out gabl 5 mins

*in the Parking *

S3oood : sh'haal jamaaal elyoum
Me : bdaina eb7arakat el 3agad ely malhaa daa3ey
s3ood : ma gidaart asheel 3ainy 3anich elyoum
Me : tadre baghait etsawe moshkila bs ashwaa 3azeez saved you
s3ood: mnu 3zeez inshala elu tawa ga3ed yamich * angry look *
Me : ee! inta ga3ed etkhiz fa 9ale7 6efar the other guy bel tabel
s3ood : ou laish inshala ya6fer 7abeebty ou kaify
Me : ou ohwaa shdraa iny 7beebtik !!! kan ga3ed eygool mo china e7na 9bayaan ga3deen 3aib atkhez ou ohma ga3deen
s3ood: ya3ni rayal ma3 wayha !!
Me : zain mminaa shdara inik et3arefny law inta wa7ed ma3arfa ou etkhiz el mafrooth e3aa9eb
s3ood: 5alaa9 as7aab kilmty ashwa so he protects you min shabab ekhizouich etha kint mo ma3akom .. great:)
Me: ee *with puppy eyes*.. yala emsh khal inro7 el mo7athartna

jidaam el nas i tell them ina he's my friend in school so 3adey ou i wont worry about 3azeez ou 9ale7 lana ohma eb GUST mo eb KU:p

s3ood: many mashy
Me: laish ?-.-
s3ood: awal abe boosa dam maku a7ad
Me: 3eeb 3laik blushing
s3ood: yalaa bas wa7da pointing at his cheeks
i like to keep our relationship clean bdooon any kisses 7adna ethaa 6awaalna 7ail 3an ba3ath hug .. no more
Me : giving an angry look yalaaa tara broo7 wa5aleek
s3ood : la la 5la9 i give up

ou chithy kamalna our way to our classes he dropped me in my class and came back when i finished .. bs ma7eb chthy a7es he's not giving me time to be my self to chat with my friends in college but as much as i want that time to meet new friends and chat with old ones i cant just go and tell him i dont want to see you in college or dont stay with me that often in college

*after the Class*

Me: waaai3 im bored a5yaas 9aaaf 3endy Marketing
Reem : ee wala ou e7na 6ab3an ga3deen china 7aywanat mu fahmeen shay
Me : ufff!
s3ood: (tawa yay min his class) shfeech ba3ad ?
Me : mu fahmeen shay min el modares
Reem : ee wala ga3deen china 7aywanat jidama
Me: madry yeshraa7 7ag mnu ma7aad fahem minaa
s3ood : 3aade etha taboon ana ma5eth el mada gabilkom weya dektoor f'6ee3 agdar afahemkom ay wagt taboun
Me : ashwa :)

Ana w s3ood met in a weird way we met through facebook. he added me like 10 times ou every time i ignore he sends an inbox that he really wants to be friends with me and so on. so i decided ok since i am eb school mo5tala6 why not just be friends with him like any boy in my school.. so i told him inna its ok we are just gonna be friends but you know shwayshway he started getting closer until when i graduated from school he couldn't wait no longer. he told me that he was waiting all this time to change our friendship to a relationship and at that time i relized that i am ready for a realationship im not a tenager anymore... at first it was weird lana he was that guy that never said no he just gave advices but now he turned into a guy that always says no but anyways i still love him. I never felt that we were just friends i've always loved him as a boyfriend but i was waiting for the right time to come..and it did cause i promised my self not to be in a relationship until i become more mature anyways lets get back to present.. s3ood just left after he droped me to my car ou reem raddat ma3ay ana awa9elha since her car was with her elder brother that just came from America he was studying college ihnaak ou raad 7ag summer break

*in the car*

Reem: haaa saraaa shitfakreen fee ;p ashoofich wayyed mindamjaa
Me: hahahha la walaa shay bs et9adgen badait amil min s3ood 6ool el wagt bel jam3a ma3ay bs bel classes ya3ny et3arfeen aby at3araf 3ala new friends mo nafs el routine kil youm .. bs madre shloun agoola fashla:s
Reem: ee wala 9aa7 .. la7ath'tich hal ayam ur not being yourself
Me : ee :s ou 59oo9an eb starbucks tewahagt !!
Reem: you should talk to him .. may9eer itkamleen ou intay mo mertaa7aa
Me : when do you thin is the right time to talk
Reem : as soon as possible .. bs mo bel jam3aa
Me : ya3ne today ?
Reem : ee i think so ;/.. stop the car yal habla wi9alnaa baity
Me: hahha ma laa7ath't china we9alna ebser3aa
Reem: lanich ga3da mindamja eb tafkereech
Me: hahhaha

Reem was the girl that never beleived in relationships.. she just believed that she'll wait until marriage.. but she understood me and always was there for me..

*in the house*

i went up to my room there was nobody in the 9ala lana el kel eywa9el wenam at this time it was 12:30 after half an hour kil men egoom .. i went and took a long shower with warm water thinking how and where to tell him that he needs to back off a little bit after the tornado that was going in my brain i have reached to an answer .. im going to meet him today at 8 in the parking lot we always meet in.

*Massage sent*

s3ood?


*Message Received*

3youna


*Message sent*

3endik shay elyoum belail


*Message Received*

Laa


*Message sent*

ok can i see lazem agoolik shay
bs mabeek tez3al minny


*Calling sa3ody*

umbaay now what do i answer or not :S! madreee shgoolaa :/

Trust


mmm, Let's imagine we are in a "friend shop" you can buy any friend you want and they all cost the same whats the most important characteristic you look for ? benesba le ana Trust, etha el ensaan ele jidaamik matathe8 fee ma2athen ina hathy el 9ada8a ra7 etdoom .. Bs elmoshkila in real life it's not that easy to find such friends.. ou ana ma agool chithhy ila lana 7ayeshny maw8ef min agrab nasy..
It all started when..


Me : hala walaa eb sit el kol (kissing my mother's head) mama ana ray7a el jam3a ba'3aitay shay
Mom: laa 7abebty bs latro7een ou mi3detich fathyaa i5theelich shay gabl la te6le3een
Me : La 3ade ya mama a9lan ana embachraa fa bamor 3ala rab3y eb starbucks o b3dain ray7aa el jam3a
Mom : 3alaa ra7tich .. ou btw tara ana ray7a 7ag khaltich lulu elsa3a arba3 ba3d el'3adaa betroo7een ma3aay
Me : wala madre 3alaa 7asaab thrrofy .. agoolich bel'3adaa etha ana yaya aw la2
It was summer kint ma5tha coarse 9aify wiya my best friend Reem wanaa 6al3a 6ab3an el shabaab ely yamnaa lail7een ga3deen emwa9leen eb dewaniyat yeerana !! I HATE THEEM may5aloon el wa7ed eyrakez wala eynaam la ou kil ma 6ilaa3t eyt7areshoun walaa 8elat adab eyran ou yet7arishoun bs ana ma kkint agool 7ag e5wany wala obooy mo lana ana mistansa 3al w'93 bas lana adree they'll over react ou i already found my guy :) ohwa ba3ad ma5eth 9aify ya7laila cansal his safrita wiya rab3a 3ashan ya5eth 9aify ma3ay
* IN STARBUCKS *
Me : Heeeeey guys !! walaaa walaaht 3alikom lana i missed it yesterday ra7at 3alay nooma ou mamdany ayee:(
hathail kanaw my friends min school i was eb school mo5tala6 fa they were guys ou girls bs kil a7ad ey3aref i7dooda ou kina china e5waan bs still s3ood "my guy" yet'6ayaag lema yshoofny ma3ahom 3ala goolta hathail "9bayaan MacChicken " mo mithilna.. eynafizoun bs ba3d ma 7nait 3laih re'6a
All : Halaa walaaa
3zeez: el'3aaayeeb 6awal '3eyaaba:p
Me : hahah shasawey bu el 3izz .. wala ra7at 3alay nooma

i like to speak the way they speak around them:;p
3zeez: hahaha ashoof Saraa galabtay 9bay .. ta3aal eg3ed yammy bu elsir tefa'6al laish wagef (meaning me)
Me : daaam fathlek bul3izz .. baas 5ala9 china ma9a5naha:p
9ale7 and Ro'aa said in one voice : Ma9a5tooha ou bss

*Message Received( S3ood) *
chinich ma5tha ra7tich yam el 9abyan

.. gomay gi3day yam Reem !


6ab3an s3ood ey3arf Reem ohma agrab ethnain 7agyy fa lazem a3arefhom 3ala ba3ath ou he always was in starbucks when i was there just to keep an eye on me .. 9ij 7inch bs shasawy a7iba(a)

*Message Sent*
walaa sorry ma7asait eb nafsy now

bagoom;)

Gimt aroo7 ashtery my coffee china goomty 3ashan el coffee mu 3ashan ma ag3ed yam 3azeez;p
Me : a7ad yaby shay ana gayma a5ethly Capichino
Ro'aa: ee yebeeli ma3ach Cookie
Me :okk

so i went ou yebt the cookie and my coffee being watched by S3ood all the time, which i loved :) ou yoom radait g3adt yam Reem
9ale7: china hathaa wayed gam e5izich Sara *pionting at S3ood*
Me : la elthaher te5ayeloon :p haha
9ale7: 3eeb e7na reyayeel ga3deen ma3ach bel 6awla el mafrooth ey7term nafsa ou may5ez ya3ni witha ana o5ooch ohwa shdara!
Me : 3addy yubaa 6awef eha 5ala9t min e5wany yetooly intaw .. 3adey 5al a7es iny wanted law mara eb 7ayaty:p mat5aloon el wa7daa testaanes eb 2nothat'ha haha ( arag33:/)

9ale7 7adda im3a9eb o ana ragaa3t bemafeeh el kefaya law arage3 ba3ad be7es iny bitch fa5al askit a7san bs madre shasawey eb s3ood!:s

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I don't want my introduction to be long ou malee8 so here short and sweeat :D
6ab3an it's summer ou for some reason me and my closest friend stayed in kuwait .. so we decided why not create a blogger talking about people's experiences, or the "esha3aat" we've been hearing all year!

I hope you enjoy it!

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