Trust 4

Me: i thought u had experience 3ashan chithy bas2elich
Dalal: sorry i over reacted ... that's why you changed your style ? for him?
Me: laa2!!! 6alooool theba7ny elyoum intay 9bay wentay fashalteena fa te2ethart min kalama ou libast chithy today 59oo9an that bashoofa ba3d ishwaay at 8
Dalal: maynounaa intaay min 9ijich !! is it the first time shooofeenaa?!
Me : laaa 9arlina 5 years in3aref ba3ath kina friends ba3dain youm te5arajt 9erna in7eb ba3ath
Dalal: aha .. bas ana mabeech it6e7een bel 7ofra wala tegdereen te6le3een minha tara wala etha 6a7at som3etich wala et9eeren 3ilch be7louj ilnaas shoofay ana 9arly 5 months makalamt a7ad ou im not in a relation ou still il nas 7asbalhum ana ma95ara
Me: bs ana its my first time ou i really love
Dalal: Did you ever kiss him?
Me: no:/ and never will
Dalal: ee good ..ok now whats your problem ?
Me: umm ohwa wayed gam ey9er eb kilmokan ana fee ou mo gadra a9eer ana wala at3araf 3ala nas yedad bel jam3a 6ool el wagt ma3ay ela wagt el 7e9a9.. ohwa kansal safreta 3ashan ya5eth 9aify ma3ay bs ana magdar chthy karaht nafsee!
Dalal: deer balich ... ana agool lazem et9aar7eena witgooleenlaa .. bs yez3al aw ma yez3al raje3 3ala el 6aree8a ely et7acheena feeha.. awal shay act chinich mmitraddeda goleela inich 5ayfa etha togeleenla ehidich
Me: ee ana 9ij 5ayfa e9eer chithy
Dalal: adree!! shnu ana gaylatlich chathbay .. anyways ba3dain ohwa begoulich goolay ou y7en 3alaich 7ail ou ba3dain goleela
Me: are you sure?
Dalal: ee witha 3a9ab that means intaw mate9le7oun 7ag ba3ath nshala mayez3al 3ashan intay tbeen ur space tell him lana el nas wayyed gam yes2eloun laish intay 6ool el wagt ma3aa ou eshaa3at gam te6la3
Me: okk .. yala i should be going ba3d rob3 sa3a bekoun ihnaak
Dalal: yalaa *holding my hand* be brave !;)
Me : okk
Dalal: call as soon as you finish
Me: sure

*in the 9ala*

Me: yalaa 5alty ana baroo7
khalty lulu: laa wait now ur other cousins beyoun ou khalatich we're gonna eat dinner here
Me : sorry wala bas wa3adt rab3ey i'll be there bel yam3a lana i missed it the last two time
khalty lulu: 3ala ra7tich ..bs etha 5al9tay minhom redeelina i7na sahraneen ihny
Me: akeeed khalty

so i went out to my car .. feeling nothing i don't know how am i supposed to feel a9lan so sha'3alt el FM 88.8
"ou hathy ighniyat rashed el yedeeda ebteda el 9aif"
ebteda al 9aif wel 9aif in beda feeh 3ada gelat wa9l w al'9eegah w bo3d el 7abayeb

YES! i knew it.... agoolaa summer is all about missing each other so that after we see each other after summer we're gonna be happy ou 3ashan manmil min ba3aa'6 so i changed my way i went to the music store quickly

Me: hello
Man: hello madam
Me: do you have Rashed Al Majid's new song ebteda el 9aif ?
Man: yes madam i have it right here it is just arive
Me: okk i want to buy it
Man: no problem madam .. do u want anything more i habe .. and ..
Me : just give me the cd
Man : wait 5 kd madam
Me here ! handing him the money and running to the car

yalaa i will be late !! shit shit

Guy : shfeech it7aacheen nafsich
Me : waaaaih wagta hatha ( hopping into the car)

Finally!! we9alt 3ala el wagt there was his car parked in front of me so i took my CD in went in to his car

s3ood: hello (worried )
Me : ahlaan (smiling so he wont be worried).. before i start abee tesma3 hal ighniya
s3ood : ok

so i opened the CD ou 76aita
Me : i want you to listen to the words
s3ood: nodding his head afraid of what the song would be about


will he be mad at me or will he undestand the situation i am in?


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