Trust 14

btw people i'm gonna be traveling today so i dont think im going to be posting that much while im traveling .. ummm inshalaa i'll try my best to post ! its not gonna be a very long trip i promise i'll be posting awal ma ared el kuwait;)



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should i msg back and ask who? or do i just ignore .. i caaaant ignore laaaazem a3aref mnuuu !!!!

*message sent*
what? mnu inta a9lan?!



6alool: eshga3da etsaween eb mobilech ?? 3a6eeny eby al3ab brick beaker (pulling it from me)
me: 6aaaloooool yal sa5eeeeef im msging Dalool ashyaa2 mohemma 3an el safara (pulling back)
6alool: wana abe al3ab shloun?
me: roo7 buy a black berry mnu galik u use maly !
6alool: ana ashtery blackberry ag3ed chny bnaya 24/7 la9eg hal mobile eb wayhy ou yaleet fe shay mohem wala ely yshoofna ygool business men ou women
me: ok el7een shili 7aarek im a business women
6alool : bala sa5afa ou 3a6eeni bal3ab ou areda
me: ok wait ka kil rab3ek 3endihom bb's why dont u by one ?!
6alool: ou mnu gal inaa rab3y 9a7 a9lan wai3 !
me : ok khalaas i'll give you in the car awal ma akhale9 min Dalool
6alool: ok

i had to delete the msges ou hal 7ana madry shyaby !! imnarfezny kil hatha 3ala li3ba ..ou ashwa i deleted them


khalid : noroo ?
me: na3am?
khalid tel3ebeen li3baat soduko el eb ur phone
me : la ..laish ?
khalid: at7daaaach u beat my highscore !!
me : wai3 maly 5ulg
khalid: ee lainich mategdereen
me: wlaaaa agdar !!
khalid: yala 5anshouf
me: ok mu al7een now eb nerkab el sayara ka oboy 6ela3
khalid : ee shwarach bel sayara
me: ely yamik eb yel3ab brickbreaker !
khalid :ok a36eech mobily ou intay li3bay
me : ok!!

madre shfeehum elyoum wayed ey7inoun 3ala mobily !!! any ways rekabna sayarat khalood since ehya akbar ou lana 6alool mala 5ullg eysoog yaby yel3ab brick breaker .. china yahel sh6oola sh3ertha brick breaker ou khalid gave me his mobile he wanted to see if i can beat his highscore or even ayeeb nafsa which was dificult the game was so confusing karaaaaaht nafsyyyy wana al3aaaaaaaaaabhaaaa !!!!! bas i still want to win 3ashan awary ina i caaaan !!!
i really can his highscore was 30 minutes 7ag the hard one .. every time ithink ina khalaa9 im gonna win i filled ta8reeban all the boxes somethhing goes wrong ou ared amase7 ou a9ale7 ou wai3 bas malaaait a9lan !! ou ana kint ga3da wara bel sayar lana maby a7ad yez3ejny im9adga iny bayeeb a highscore a7san mina ou 3aziz ou omy bel seat ely jedamy ou khalood ou oboy bel seat ely jidam ... obooy yetnarfaz etha a7ad sag mu ohwa bas ba3ad kibar a9lan law ohwa ely sayeg chna ana minziman ma rekabt el sayara not that he doesn't know how to drive bel 3aaaaax wayyyyyed ey3areef bes mushkilta yesre3 ou dish bain el sayarat !!!! china eb 8e6aar moot bs htha lo de3amtay etmooteen kilina inkhaaf nerkab ma3 obooy kho9oo9an khalood !! ba3d el 7adeth ely sawa bel shlaih 3enda eyroo7 mashy wala yrkab ma3 obooy ma3ena el 7adeth ey sawaa kan wiya rab3aa ba may7eb a7ad yesr3 now ou 3amy ba3ad 9arla 2 years imsawy 7adeth 8awy wiya rab3a ely kan eysoog twafa wel thany ou ohwa dshaw 3enaya morakaza ashwa 3amy kan a8aal wa7ed met3awer bs madre sh9aar eb thahra ou rkaba ba ek7emdelaa hes back to normal ou min thaak elyoum kil ma yerkab wiya obooy ohwa ely ysoog 7alef inna mara7 erkab ma3oooy ou ohwa eysoog !! loool inthaa7ek bes shinsawey hatha el 9ij ashwaa obooy retha 7ag khalood eysoog !! we parked the car wela ya36eeny 6aloool my phone it was ringing ..

me: mnu?
6alool: madry ra8am '3areeb mu imsayav

i took it wela nafs el ra8aam ely dazly msg waih !! so i just ignored

mama: shfeech saroo laish matredeen?





what ? kaify mmomken ma ared ya3ni hathy 59o9oooo9eyatttttyyyyyyy !!!!!! umm shagol?



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Trust 13

That night was the scariest night in my life every time i close my eyes trying to sleep for 1 minute i see a nightmare and wake up suddenly about to scream but when i remember that no one knows in the house i stop quickly after two or three times i woke up from my dream i decided not to sleep and went to the 9ala where no one was when i was walking to the 9ala i saw my face in the miror it was HORRIBLE i came closer to see face better and i start seeing him, s3ood i rub my eyes and see again i find my horrible face again i was so afraid no one was with i felt lonely very lonely!


*mean while *

Reem was still crying and s3ood was calling ( about at 12) she ansewred the phone very angrily!


*calling s3oud*
reem: INTAAAAAAA 7AMAAAAAAAR !! shtaaaaaaaaaaby min 7ayaaaty shili nawweeh 3alaaaay refeejty my best friend ou 5athait'ha minnny na3aam sh'taaaaaaby (screaming very loud)
s3ood: haddaay goleely el salfaa shway shway 7abeebty
reem: MIIIIN MITAAAAA 7ABEEEBTIK 3ALAA KAIFIK INT
s3ood: wala tez3eleen mu 7abeebty
reem: waaaagtik intaa!

6oo6..6ooo6 6oo6

she shut the phone on his face.

he called again

*calling s3oud*

reem: CAAAAN YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!
s3ood: walaa sorry bs ana min 7agy a3aref el salfaa
reem: laaaaaaiishhh it3arefha you dont care a9lan
s3ood: wala i do and thats why ana baraa baitich na6er
reem: NAA6ER SHNU INSHALAAAAA!
s3ood: please calm down ou el6e3ely bs fahmeeeny el salfaa
reem: maaaaaby
s3ood: walaa ma at7arak tara i'll ring the bell
reem: nooooo dooont! anaa naaaaaaag9aaa my parent
s3ood: 3ayal 6el3ay now

she ran out so he wont ring the bell as soon as he saw her face he know that it was no lie not thinking that she lied to him but he thought inha etbaaal'3 .. she breked his heart she waited for him to talk she coudnt even talk she cant gather up words he ruined everything !! she knew that there was no hope to get back to saraa she breaked her heart enough and she dont want sara to be sad again !!

s3ood: come in my car

she just did what he ordered lifelessly she wanted to die ! there's nothing better, to her right now!




*ONE MONTH LATTER*




Reem haven't called sara to tell her the truth or 3ashan etwathe7 ell wa'63 she beleived that she will stay away from her because she beaked her heart she dont wanna see her that way again .. surprisingly, Reem and s3ood loved each other .. reem had no choice she had no one else left in her life her brother went back to america and her parents dont spend time with her they even had a fight, a big one they haven't talked for three months .. they sleep in difrent beds since i knew reem ... she always sat in her room waited for me to call or she called she has nothing else in her life so she cant just stay that way spcaily since we are not friends anymore she managed to enter s3ood to her life she became his girlfriend although deep inside she knew he was a bad guy but she had to make friends in her life atleast she'll look for a friend and by the time s3ood will break up with her she will already be having a friend .. she got really attached to s3ood .. her mother didn't really care about her those days when she cried till she slept that's why she had no one but him!

as for me i changed my life i managed to forget about reem and s3ood !! they are no longer in my thoughts or dreams !! i promised my self i'll live my life i dont care about them anyone i live for my happeness i guess making others happy 3ala 7saby is over im not being the same person i was even if i wanted to i just cant !!! i became close with my cousins Dalool, Noura, 3alya, and Mashael they we're fun ! recently we became close and regret why we didn't long time agoo Dalool was the closest one to me she was the one my age and i could tell her all my secrets she's the only one that knows what happened about reem and s3ood .. whenever my family asked about her, reem , i told them she went to study in america so they wont talk about her again!! i learn ALOT and i mean it i really did !! i just wanna live my life why worry about others i mean i still love people and care about them but i put my self first !! because we "the cousins" became close to each other we decided we are going to travel together all of us me, dalool, noura 3alya and masheal !! since i always wanted to go to sharm i told them why not go there and they alll didn't mind so we booked tickets and tomorrow is the big day yupp im traveling tomorrow im so exited !!!! i always wanted to go to sharm but my mother swore she's not gonna go there she hated it there she went 15 years ago and swore that she wont even think of going to eygpt againn !! i always begged to go there she just tells me go with your father and my father says that hes not going without my mother i just was bored and didnt think of sharm again except when my cousins decided we are gona travel :D wait i've got to ansewr my phone ..

*calling Dalool*

me: heeey !!
dalool: halaa walaaa !!
me: ha wainich
dalol: im going to the saloon .. are you coming with me?
me: sure tawni kint baroo7 eb roo7y ;p bs ashwa baroo7 ma3aach ;)
dalool: yalaa tejahezaay 10 minutes and im gonna pick you up
me:ok .. bye
dalool:bye


i went to my closect and since im going to the saloon 6alaa3t a baij short with a white simple t-shirt with my parada golden flats i just applied eye liner and then dalool gave me a miss call which indicates that shes out i ran down stairs and found a clonia on the table so rashait kam rasha and continued running out side Dalool hates waiting outside so she always call me before 3 minutes of coming when i looked out there she still didn't arrive she knows that i keep people waiting too much out there but that time i didn't i was fast, i mean we're going to the saloon! so i waited one minute and there she was i hopped into the car and said our hi's and hellos then the song that was on made me remmeber i was about to cry when i herd

" akeed ashtaag laken gha9b 3anny
ligait el bo3d lesa3ada legait elbo3 agrab lesa3ada
fogadt ele min el dinya ni9abny
3ashagny fi6rita maho eshtehada "

my eyes where watery i remembered all the good memories that we had together me and her... and me and him i tried to push these memories awaay and Dalool relized so she just changed the song and placed another CD in it was 3abdelmajeed's too we are so obsessed with him ! it was5ala9 7ananik i looooooveed that sssonnng !! and we arrived before it finished the saloon was close to our house so i told her wait inkamil leghniya then go she laughed at me she was like why dont u hear it min ur i pod but i just like it lema eleghniya el a7ebha faj2a etye mu lama ana i know that ina ba7edha i know it doesnt make sense to you but it does to me ;p


when we finished from the saloon we were like new born babies cause we made spa i feel my skin very soft and my hair was straightened and i had green nail polish which was weird but nice !;p i like weird stuff to be unique ma7eb el haba ely all of us are wearing the same it gets boring !! Anyways i went back home then my family told me inna laish ma ni6la3 3ala bona eywad3oony gabl el safra we decided eb net3asha eb Lenotrn bel 9al7iya

at 7:30 i got ready and wore my clothes.. a black dress foog el rkab fe salasel and black sandals fe golden salasel ou falait sha3ry ou swaita fair wiya silver earings ou eye liner

*intercome*

mom: yalaa saraaa ma khlaa9taay !!
sara : kaa im coming
talool: saarooo intay bnaya bnyaa .. bs athakrech
sara: hahah

6ela3tlehom ..

sara: ha talool zain lebsy?
talool: hahhahah wayed !!
sara : loool

*message received *

hala bel 7ub


whaaat ?! who? s3ood? ana met'hawsha ma3a ou he knows im not coming back hmmm who else could it be ?



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Trust 12

6aaaab3an when i read the msg i brusted into tears !!!!i ran out of her house and went into the car where i felt safe

*meanwhile* Reem came back with the pop corn
reem: sara saraa ? wainich ?

when she came and saw the coach she saw the opened msg and my tears on it
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh aaaakeeeed 6la3aaaaat hathyy el7een madry shnu betsawy ebroo7haaaaaa

*back to sara*
the first person that came into mind was 3aziz he was the closest friend to me now i guess

*Calling bu el 3iz*

3aziz: aloo
me: hala 3aziz (i was driving i dont know where i was heading i just wanted to be far from that filthy person's house )
3ziz: hala wala shfeech tabcheen (he relized my voice)
me: can i see you now please!!
3ziz: sure where?
me: umm.. soog sharq 3ala el bahaar jbaal breads
3ziz: ok i'm heading there now
me: bye

i switched off the phone because Reem didn't stop calling!!! and headed to Sooq Sharq and when i arrived i called him from the phone in the car that i don't use except when i run out of battery

*Dialing 67------*

me: aloo
3ziz: hala2
me: wenik
3aziz : 2 minutes o9al
me: ana side el ba7ar b3ed 3an el nas
3aziz: ok

i cleaned my face with a tissue and removed my tears and went out of the car .. i came from the side of parking where i dont have to get into the mall it self when i found a spot where there was a bench i sat on it admiring the size and the great sound of the oceans it was as if i can tell it everything and it will just listen to me... it made me fear nothing and i felt relived after i talked to the ocean about what happen ofcoarse i didn't say anything out loud it's all just in my mind it was the only thing i trust where i can keep all myy secrets and no one would ever know

3aziz: hala sara (worried voice)
as soon as i herd his voice i bursted into tears
3aziz: sara shfeech??(sitting next to me.. when he asked i cried even more)

so he just hugged me into his chest hard very hard that i felt like a small baby looking for safety for a place where no one can hurt him

*mean while*

Reem was crying very very hard that she just sat on the ground and bumping her head into the couch she didn't do anything wrong he was the one who sent the msg and tried to be closer but she just ignored him the only thing she did wrong was that she was planning with him ... but all she knew is that it was for sara's own good ! reem wanted to shout the truth she just wanted sara to know the truth even if sara won't be her friend she regreted the day she saw that stupid filthy guy that just plays with women's feelings and hearts it's not fair

*back to sara*

after sara felt safe in his hands she started telling him the story but it was not long until the mall closed and they had to go out so 3aziz told her to come into his car.. they bith walked to the car and..

*in the car*

he opened the car and was driving and she kept saying and saying until there was nothing to say by the time she finished 3aziz was angry with what these people do to her so he said....

3aziz: shoofay dam el 7a8araa chithy you have to do something back... ou laa t5aafeen hathaa s3ood ana araweeech feeh wala la5alee meyswa baiza hal 5ara shloun yel3ab eb banat el nas !!!
me: lalaa please don't get involved in this please !!! i want to get my revenge back, cause beleive me revenge is sweeeet!!!
3aziz: 3alaa raa7tiich .. you have to call your mom akeed ahaalich e7aatoonich now
me: ee 9aa7 !! now i'll open my phone akeed hal khara stoped calling!
3aziz: hahaha. ygoloonlich .. fe ma9ry galoola laish el ma9arya wayed ya7lefoun? chan egyoul wenaaby eshaa3a!!
me: hahahahha( he knows i love Egyptian jooookes)
3aziz: ee chithy el the7ka wayed a7la .. yala now call
me:ok

*calling mom*

mom: aloo
me: aloo hala yoma sorry i just relised that my phone was switched off
mom: ee laa 3ady a9lan ana dgait 3laicch chan at'thakar u were with reem fa ma 7atait
me: haha ee ok mama ra7 akamil el film ou ayee
mom: okk 7abebty bye;*
me: ma3asalama

3aziz: ashwaa it went good
me: ee el7emdella ok 3ady now inred sooq sharq 3ashan i take my car
3aziz: la ana raa7 awa9lich min 9ijich a5aleech wentay eb hal 7alaa !!
me: 3ade walaa i'm good now i just needed someone to chat with
3aziz: hahha ou i'm always there for you .. ou tara im not kidding ana bawa9lech ana etha gilt kilma ma aghayerha
me: alaah ey3een your gilrfriend 3alaik hahhah
3aziz: ahahaha ou badez el saye8 el 9eb7 eyeeblich sayartich el bait so give the keys
me: laa wala it's okk ana ou o5ooy inroo7 na5eth'ha
3aziz: anaa shgilt??
me: hmm ok :p walaa etkhaaleeny afteshel minik
3aziz: teftashlain mnu shnu sh'hal kharabee6

so we headed back home talking about random things when we arrived to my house ..

me: mashkoooooooour!!!!! 7aaaaddik maa ga9aaaaart
3aziz: eshdaa3waa masawait shay
me: swait kilshay !!
3aziz: hahha

ou like this i went back home wih a smile on my face i said hi to everyone and told them that im tired i should sleep .. i hopped in to the shower and started crying haaard so hard i don't care about s3oud kaifa hathaa ... i mean i didn't imagine that we would live happily ever after !... bs reem how could she do this to me walaa 6aaaaaa7aaaaat min 3ainyyy !!! "6e7t men 3ainy ba3d ma kint 3aleeha"

i cried and cried until out of nowhere that song came into my mind and i started singing...

"ma begaly '3air el 5oof eywanesny
9oot el mathy bewjoody yethakerny
mabegaly anaa ela ana
ou rou7 kilaha 7izn ou 3ana
7ata el dmoo3 fel 3youn deblat
7ata el thnoon fel jroo7 kebrat
madry le wain ra7o le wain ra7o el nas"
- 3abdelmajeed 3abdulla

after that loong shower i wore my furry pajamas that made me fell comfortable and warm i tuckled my self into my bed crying with no sound .. crying with pain inside.. crying like i never had cried

Trust 11


continuing the call..


me: WHAAAT ?! why are saying thiss?
9ale7: yes or no ?!!
me: i dont know!! (etha giltlaa he's mine ra7 a6ee7 min 3aina )
9ale7: have you seen him with her anywhere ?
me:no
9ale7: ok bye
me: WAAAAAAIT!!


6ooo6 6ooo6 6oo6


9ale7: heeeey intaa w5er 3anhaa
s3ood: ou mnu 7athretik
9ale7: her cousin!

Reeem was so scared that she payed quickly

9ale7 : Reem roo7ay ba3dain i'll call you
s3ood: what the hell!
Reem : mashkouuuur!!!!
9ale7: walaw
s3ood : are you her cousin wila ur just mkaing things up ! tara ur getting on my nerves
9ale7: 6aaaa3 min yet7achaaaa shoof inta ebtathlef el7een wela shloun ?????!!!
s3ood: ana baroo7 bs mo 3ashan inta giltly lana mali 5ulg mashakel
9ale7: roo7 zain

like this they both left without hurtiing each other

when 9ale7 looked at his phone ..

*8 missed calls Sara*

*Dailing Sara*

Me: aloooooo!
9ale7 : hala
me: what happened to Reem?!!
9ale7: la wala shay i think that guy was brothering her
me: are you sure he was the same guy we saw at starbucks?!?!?
9ale7: 100 percent sure .. she seemed she was with him but when i went i thought he was bothering her bs sh'hal 9edfa he was in starbbucks and now he is in the jam3iya weyahaaa
me: aha .. aham shay reem's ok (trying to keep it all about Reem)
9ale7: yes she is
me: good .. ok bye
9ale7: byebye



as soon as i hung up the phone i bursted into tears in my bed i layed down crying and crying how could they do this to me !! i can't beleive that the closest two people in my life did that to me but still i have to make sure before i do anything i cant just not talk to Reem lazem at2kad min el banaya nafshaaaa.. i just continued to cry until .. Reem was calling

*Calling Reem*

ehm ehm i cleared my voice before talking to her

Me: alooo
Reem : yalaaa wainich it's 7:30 !!! 9arly ni9 sa3aa waiting for you
me: hahha sorry ra7at 3alay nomaa now i'm coming !!
Reem: okk na6retich;)
me:bye

like this i got into my pink juicy jumpsuit and white sandals my hair was already straitened so i did a kuba with it, it looked nice and applied eyeliner and headed to the jam3eya when ever i get sad i eat choowy goowy t makes me relax:) so i went into the jam3iya and took a whole bar with 12 cookies in it i like their original and the penut butter so i took half original and half peanut butter and headed to Reem's house before i knew it i finished the whole bar and was in Reem's house

*Dailing Reem *

Reem: alo
me: ana bara

she ran down and opened the door for me we headed to the basement where the coach was right in front of the t.v

Reem: yalaa i'm going to put the movie
me: what movie ??
Reem: Furry Vengeance .. it's new and comedy !!
me: ok .. where are you going
Reem: bas 5 minutes ba7e6 the pop corn bel microwave
me: ok

i saw her phone laying on the table and was furious to get it until i did ! there was a new msg

*new message 99-----*

THAAAAAAAAAAT'SSS S3OOOOD'S NUMBEER !!!!!!!:O
I CANT BELEIVE MY EYES SINCE WHEN ARE THEY MSGING !
i opened the msg ofcoarse and guess what

*message recieved*

sorry 7abeebty 3ala ely
9ar today inshala ma za3altay
ou whenever ur ready call
i'll be waiting



7ABEEEEEBTY?! CAAALL ?! WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!

Trust 10

6alool: i'm reading your brick breaker's high scores .. 7adich 5wara

ahhhhhhhhh ! ashwaaaa takhyelaw gara my msges x_x i would've been died by now

me: ok give it baaack to meee!! i neeeeeed it
6alool: ok latmooteen 3alaina

i took my mobile 7aaaaaaddy erta7t youm 5athaita !:D .. i deleted all the msges so that if he took it next time he wont find anything against me..



*In Reem's house*



*message recieved*

Reem, can i see you today
so i can discuss with you
exactly what we're going to
do?

*message sent*

what ?! since when we see
each other !

*message received*

mu intay tshofeen your
friends in starbucks nafs
el shay

*message sent*

ok where and when?

*message received*

starbucks at 5:30..and you
have to check where sara
is going today we dont want
to bump into her

*message sent*
ok


*Calling sara*
me: alo
Reem: hala wala eb hal 9oot
me: hala feech
Reem: sh3endich elyoum
me: maku wala shay
Reem: ta3alay baitna
me: at what time?
Reem: 7 3ashan nis'har 3alaa movie
me:ok:D
Reem: yala see you
me: byebye


Reem te2akedat inna their not gonna bump into her .. so raa7at elbesat ay shay ou 6la3aat


*in starbucks*


6ab3aan awaal ma dashat legeta ga3ed so ra7at ou g3edat ma3a

Reem: Hi
s3ood: ahlan .. shnu teshrebeen ayeeblich
Reem: nothing
s3ood: la lazem
Reem: i said nothing .. now 5al nibda lana Saraa is coming to my house at 7
s3ood: okk.. shoofay ana malait min sara ou karaht'ha ba3ad ma galatly tabeny asaafer
Reem: then why dont you just broke up laish imda5elny bel salfa walaa mu fahma shaaay
s3ood: ee that's why e7na ga3deen ana bafahmech ..when i hated her fa gimt adawer 3ala wa7da nafs'haa.. fa i decided i want you
Reem: whaaaaat??! li3ba banat el naas et5ale9 min wa7da etrooo7 7ag her best friend !!!!

she grabbed her bag and headed outside .. sh'haal zbala 3abala el banaat le3ba!!

s3ood: nee6ray .. ne6ray (running after her)
when she entered the car he stopped

s3ood: fot7aay the window please !! (knoking on the window)
she opened the window

Reem: naaa3aam ?! fashaltnyy jidaam el naaas!:s
s3ood: walaa asef i think u weren't ready for this
Reem : aaand i'll neveer be !!!!!
s3ood: ishda3waa give me a chance !!

she just turned on the car ignoring him and heading to the jam3eya 3ashan et'hady a39aabha ou lema sara etyee matla7eth inha mitnarfiza.. so she went and bought some junk .. ou while kanat 3end el Nachos side she felt someone waraha but just ignored and went to the pop corn side she bought the butter pop corn the one ely it7e6ona bel microwave ..9oot mo '3areeb 3laiha

him: kil hal bal3a 7agich
she turned as fast as she can thinking of the only one that could of came after her (s3ood) but surprisingly

Reem: ahlaan 9aaalee7!!
9ale7: ha shloun el weekend ?
Reem: walaa great how's yours?
9ale7: wlaa good ..yalaa ma 6awel 3alaich bye
Reem: bye:D


i think he went.. so i was in the cashier until a voice came


him: el jam3eya ha?
Reem: :O s3ood please ba3ed 3anny please




9ale7 saw reem with s3ood and remembered when they were on starbucks and he was staring at Sara he was irritated but he wanted to check if that guy was reem's boyfriend so he called saraa



*calling Sara*

me: alo? (surprised by his phone call)
9ale7: ahlaan shlounich?
me: good and you?
9ale7: great .. kint bas2elech do you remember that guy ele 5azich eb starbucks youm 3a9aabt
me: ee , shfee??
9ale7: is he reem's boyfriend ?
me: WHAT ?


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Trust 9

Reem was suprised never have any boy treated her that way she was shivering with fear is he controlling her ? since when he manipulates her over her best friend ? it's annoying really annoying ! she didn't know how to treat him if he treated her like that so she simply shut the phone

*calling 99------*
*missed call 99-----*

*calling 99-----*

she decided to ansewr the phone now

Reem : na3am?
s3ood: wala asef fi8adt a39aby shway
Reem: ahoof lazem u be careful ou matef8ed a39abek wayyed lana your getting on my nerves
s3ood: okk .. now shoofay we need to set time to call each other 3ashanich.. 3ashan you don't get surprised when i call
Reem: ok .. the best time is at 7:30 or 8 before i go to college ou in weekends at 9
s3ood: perfect .. ou ay mukan itroo7eena ma3aha send me a msg wain itro7oon
Reem: ok.. bs im starting to feel inna ana thedha
s3ood: no your not .. your helping her so yaalaa bye

she shut the phone without saying bye .. she was still annoyed with him but she didn't expect anything more from him to do ta2asaf ou bs


*baaaack to saaraaa*

i just woke up from my nap and went to the 9ala

Mama: right on time now ben7e6 el'3ada
me: ok wait ba'3asel i didn't even go to the bathroom bas kint bachayek etha taghadaitaw wela la2
mama: akeed al2 nan6erech
me: hahah thanks

i went to the bathroom wahed my face and brushed my teeth and hair :p ou swait sha3ree kuba .. well, ana bel bait lazem akheth ra7te wetha 6aloool gal ay shay ba8tela!! changed my PJ to gray short ou Donald Duck white T-shirt..i love Donald and especaily his voice !!

Mama: yalaaa saraaa!! (yelling from the phone)
Me: okok kany yaya!


i went down stairs salamt 3ala oboy ou ga3adt

khalid: ha ashoof 9ertay nafsna tawech ga3da
Me: la yal gabey that was a nap bs nimt 2 hours!
khalid: a nap oh my god just two hours ! *teasing me* a7liflich bel 8or2aan ina e7na 3araab kilyoum dal3aatly eb kelma !!
Me: baba shoof khalid
Baba: bdaaina? yala kil wa7ed yakel akla
both: inshala
me: takhayelaw today..
khalid: omg yeah today ?
me: argggggggh ! ok alyoum kina bel jam3a ou faj2a maskeena wa7da min el banat mobilha faj2a fita7 3ala el recordings ou ga3adna ni'67aak kilina maskeena tefashelat :p
*silence*
me: haaw shfeekom the7kaaw!!
6alal: shli eytha7ek bethabt maskeena it was an accident masawat 3alaiha
me: okk .. khalaas mara7 agoolikom salfat
khalid: laa alaah ey5aleech golay *teasing me again*
me: ufff khalid bas tara wala karaht nafsy minik
khalid: ee hatha eli abyyy .. abeech tekreheen nafsich ba3dain tetghayerain
me: intaaaw mashalaa kil wa7ed yabeeny atghayar 6alool yabeeny aghayer my clothes style winta tabeny aghayer kalamy 7asha model ana a9er 3ala kaifkom
khalid: ou abeech ma takleena etha gelnalich kilma law sema3tay
me: inshalaa 3amy ay 5edma thanya
khalid: la wala ma ga9artay


khalid is the family guy he spends so much time with us although rab3a kila ey7inoun 3alaih eye el dewaniya unlike 6alool which spends all his time with his friends ou etha geltla eysawely shay wela eywa9ilny mukan etha mali5ulg asoog wela my friend will be dropping me kilaaaa 3enda malyon saghla age9 eydyyyyyy!! bs eyroo7 3end rab3a la shighel wala mashghala he just graduated min college ou ga3ed eydawer 3ala shi'3el sharekat Global e8belo ou inshala raa7 eydawem minak awal may5ale9 el 9aif .. ou khalid a5er sina jam3a ma5eth el 7aya eb s'hoola ou kilish mu hamita darajata eygool a5er shay i'll end up eb sharekat obooy bs obooy mayabeehum yet3awedoun 3ala sharekta ba3dain ra7 yakhthoon ra7athum galihum lazem you work in other places atleast 5 years ba3dain you can come to my company if you want ou the same goes for me :D

after '3ada i called Reem


*calling Reem *
me: alooo!
reeem: halaa walaa
me: tabeem inroo7 9aloun in7e6 nail polish ou insawe ryoolna ou eeedna ou nsheel sheera?
reem: loooool inshala ma ta36eeny ta8reer kamil
me: hahah 3yal shagool
reem : bs goolay khal inroo l saloon ou ana bafham shno bensaawe
me: haha ok is it yes or no
reem: yes bs shil6ary min mita etroo7en 9aloonat intay:p
me: min elyoum yalaa aby a9er female:p
reem: loooooool ok .. mita?
me:nooooow!
reem: ok elwa3ad minak
me: digeega ay wa7ed ?
reem: LaMode ely bel yarmook 3ashaan yam baitech
me: okkk;)



i went to change my clothes lebast my juicy jump suite tawny sharyeeta min site wayed 7ilo wiya sandals..i went out wila 6aloool et3abath eb mobily UMBAAY LAYSHOOOOF MMY MSGES !!




me: 6AAAAALOOOOOOOL !! shgaa3ed etsaaaaaaawwy eb mobily!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6alool: i'm reading your...


msges? did he read my msges with S3OOOOD?????? will he kill me now?

Trust 8

Reem: hi
Me : ahlaaaaan!!:D hahhaha shfeeech you dont look like usual
Reem : la wala i just didn't sleep right last night
Me : why?
Reem: i..i..i was ummm.. with my sister ! we were watching a looong movie that finished at 4 so wa9alt lana i know i wont wake up etha nimt
Me: are you sure ? mafeech shay your face looks pale ?
Reem: no .. maybe cause i didn't apply that much make up today
Me: well ok but if there is anything more don't hesitate to tell me im your friend i'll be in your side
Reem: i sure will tell if there was anything but there's nothing *trying to smile*
Me: okk.. ha starbucks wela dwaam 3ala6oul?
Reem: china ta2a5arna .. jam3aa a7san
Me: ee 9a7 .. a7san min ma nit2a5ar:))

after the long day in college we're back to the car

Reem: ufff ! wa2a5eeraaan weeekeeeeeeendd!!
Me: YAAAAAAAAY! yalaaa yabeelnaa music *turning on the CD* we're going to celebrate our weekend in ..??
Reem: i dunno .. umm intay shnu mishtahyaa?
Me: shay 5afeef shnu fe?
Reem: 5anroo7 Nino pizzathum 5afeeefa ou 7elwa ou their appertizers ba3ad 7ellween
Me: okk... agrab wa7ed eb Avenues 9aa7?
Reem: i think
Me: so Avenues we go!!:D .. making the volume louder

*in Nino*

garrison: yes mam .. are you ready to order
Me: yup.. we want one pizza
Reem: and one nachos
Me:and for drinks sprite
Reem: i want orange juice
garrison : anything more?
Me: no that's it
garisson: so im gonna repeat the order
1 pizza
1 nachos
1sprite and 1 orange juice
Me: yupp
Reem : so.. it's gonna be happy weekend without him u'll be all miiiiinnnnneeee!!
Me: hhaahhahaha im happy too but i miss him *mobile ringing *.. UMBAAAAAAY THATS HIM '3areeeeb 3omra 6weeeeel!! let me answer
Reem: :O okk

i got up to answer the phone even if reem knows al about him i want my privacy


*Calling s3ood*

Me: heloooo!
s3ood: ahlaan ahlaan .. shloun your weekend
Me: so far so great
s3ood wainich?
Me: in nino with reeem n you?
s3ood: bel ma6ar ..etwa9een 3ala shay men sharm
Me: salaaaaaaaaamtik!
s3ood: hahaha alaaah esalmich
Me: so cham bajy 3ala el 6ayara?
s3ood: mmm.. b3ad ni9 sa3aa el e8laa3
Me: ahaa fa lazem etdesh el 6ayara
s3ood: ee yala take care
Me: you tooo!! :*
s3ood : yaaa dashait el 6ayaaraa a5aaf eyzifouna ala el telefone
Me: yal 5awaaf !!
s3ood : ahahaha mu wagtaa el7een yala byebye
Me: bbyee

*baaack to reem*

Me: i'm baaaaack!:p
Reem: hahhaha shnu hatha may9eer ana 7ajaztich 6ool el weekend ou ebkil shoola yakhthech
Me: hahahha yal 3araa bs 10 minutes ;)
Reem : ahha ok yala 5al nakel barad el akel
Me:yalaaa

ou ba3ad mate'3adeena wa9alt reem.. cause kanat mayta tabe etnam baitha ou kilina kina ta3baneen so re7na na5eth a small nap or in reem's case a BIIGG naaaaap!


*reem heading to her room*

*message received*
are you back min nino?

*message sent*
yes

*calling 99------*

Reem : yes?
s3ood: did you tell her anything aw 7assat eb shay
Reem: ehya 7assat inny asha shay bs magelt shay
s3ood: ok you have to let her mat7es eb shay
Reem: and you have to not call that often lany mo miste3eda 7ag mashakel.. msges kafeeen
s3ood: laish intay wayed naaafsiyaaaaaa 6oool el wagt ??? taraaa ma7ad egh9ebich etsaween hal shay !!
Reem: whaat????? min miita et3amilny chithyyyyyyyyy ???!!!
s3ood: okk sorry bs now lazem te3wedain 3al wath3 ana tara mat7amal chithy

6ooo6 6ooo6 6ooo6

she shut the phone on his face .. eb9ara7a laha 7aaag shyabeee ohwa laish etefelsif!

Trust 7

It was 10 pm and a guy is calling her.. even in day time she didn't call any guys so she just ignored ... suddenly the phone was ringing

*Calling 99......*

she didnt even saved his number ... yaaaleetny ma dazait msg wala ma sawaaat 3alaay

Reem : aloo??
s3ood: halaa walaa
Reem: s3ood my parents are very stricked im not suppossed to call guys ou 5oo9ooo9aan at this time ..i wanted to get straight to the point mu 8a9dy 3anik itn wel ni3m feek
s3ood:afaaa eshda3wa ok shoofaay mara7 a6aawwel 3alaich ana youm galatly sara inha tabeeny i give her her own space ou inna it's summer eb 9ara7a tenarfazt ya3ny min mita ehyaa chithy matabeeny
Reem: bs ihya mu 8a9idhaa 7araam 3alaik ehya wala 3ashaaan kanat mathghoo6a ou wedha etta3araf 3ala nas yeddad
s3ood: ou eta3arraf 3ala nas yedad 3alaa 7saab el 8edemeen ?.... anaa ma kan weddy age6 nafsy 3laiha fa geltlaha basafer ana many msafer
Reem : whaaaaat ???????!!!!!!!!
s3ood : yawaaaaailich in we9alaahaa el 7achy anaa baakamel kil shay 3ala buna imsafer ou i want you to tell me everything as if i were with you please la teradedeen lanaa walaa kl hatha 3ashaan ma9li7at refeejtich etha gelteelaha eshteswa 3alay ou 3laiha nig3ed man7achy ba3ath net2lam .. faa please bas sawy ely giltlich 3alaih ..3ashan 5a6er sara
Reem: madry im still not sure
s3ood: okk please 3a6eeny kilma ee wela la2?
Reem bafaker this night
s3ood ok etha 3araftay msg me in the morning etha ee wela laa ...
Reem: ok bye
s3ood: asef 3alaa el ez3aaj ..bs wala lu mo mit6ar chan ma sawait hal mokalama et'thakeray kilshay 3ashan sara
Reem : la 3adee.. bye

like this reem shut her mobile and her room door too she didn't want any distraction to think about these heavy words she is carrying on her shoulders .. what is the right thing to do is it to tell her the paining truth or keep her smile.. after alll this thinking she went over with when the sun rised she came with a wise decesion, maybe wise to her..


she decided to keep all that a secret and keep her friends smile she didn't want to so her friend in pain she thought that was the wisest decision that could of been maade


after 1 hour 30 minutes sara would be coming picking reem up from her house how as reeem going to face sara without saying the truth .. after reem was sure of her decision she sent a massege ..

*message sent*

yes.

she quickly took a shower so sara wont see how pale reeem was after making her self looking like normal usual days ..

sara, which is me arrived to pick her up

(BAACK TO SARAA'S PIONT OF VIEW )

*message sent *
reeem anaa baraaaaa:p


Reem waaaas very sacared of meeting sara she never hided anything from sara she always was very straight and honest \
how would i meet saraa;"(

*message recieved*
i am veryyy happy thaaaank youuu



al7een 3a6ait s3ood kilma wana mu gad i cant laaaaazem agool 7ag sara bs i cant 36aita kilma
9arlaha 5 minutes bara ou bell 3adaa a6la3lahaa ebser3aaaaa bas im afraid of meeting her
what do i do?


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back to sad post endings :D

Trust 6

after the looooooooonnnnng night we had dancing and singing nonstopping ! it waaaaaaas aaaa greeeaaaat day that will leave a happy finger print in my memories.. of coarse kaan jam3aa bacher so wa9aalt cause i know inna 7addy many ga3da law nimt soo i studied a little bit ou kamalt el saahra eb ghoorfity facha el i-pod wiyya el i-pod speaker ou dancing broo7y trying to improve my moves ...anaa mo noo3yy arge9 wayyed bs etha indimajt bel rag9 maaaa awaaagef :s 3ogob i had a long shower lana rega9t wayyed ou 3aragt 6ab3an :p ou ba3aad 3ashaan athaaye3 wagty mit wana online ma7ad ga3ed so 3ogob the shower thaya3t wagty "ahtam eb nafsy" asawey sha3rey nafs ma saaita yesterday youm talool 7achany mo 3ashan sha bs i like when ppl look at me surprised :D ou ya36oony attention, ou applied eye liner ou my earings ba3dain dawartly 3ala dress 7ag dawam ana a7eb el loon el abyath fa dawart wa7ed abyeth ou chima chinese mo 7afar wala ni9 chim ou cotton ou fe thalath azira sooda kbeera shway ou min ta7at foug el rikba ou fe black line a5er shay bel dress wiyya black sandals 3alaih flower bel ni9 .. ba3dain 3adaalt sha3ry pony tail ou 6ila3t imbacher shwaay at 8 lana el jam3a tabde 9 fa ashoof rab3ey at starbucks

*message sent*

REEEEEEEEM today baroo7 imbacher tabeen americh 3ashan inroo7 starbucks ??:D

*message recieved*

b9araaaaaa7aaaa 9idaamteeenny !:O yeeess please ..sh'salfitich ???

*message sent*

hhahahha yalaaa nizlaay ana wi9aalt .. now agoolich ;p



Reem : LAAAAA LAAAAA ma9aaaaaadeg e3yooony haaathy sara ely ana a3reeefhaa???? taghaaaaaayaaaartaaaay 180 daraaaaaga esh'ssssaaaaalfitiiiiich????
Me : hahhahahha walaa shay bas ams 6alool zaafny shwaya 3a6any mo7athara inna lazem a9eer bnaya ;p faaa 9ert chithy shrayech
Reem: el kalaaaaaaaaaam maaaaaa yaaaaakfyyyyyyyyyyy

and after a long talk about last night ou shnu swait eb nafsy we9alna starbucks and for the first tiiimee ana dashaiiiit awaaal waaa7daa ma kan fe a7ad min rabi3na fagi3adna nan6er lai ma ya awal waa7ed 3aziz wayha imtafaa5 ou ga3ad eb 6awla eb roo7 chan inroo7la

Me: haaw inshala teg3ed ma3ana
3aziz : :o... INTAAAAY SARA ?:O haaaw wala ma3araftech ana awl ma shift reem shakait inna hathy 6awlatna bes youm shiftich gilt hathy wa7da ma3arefha fa ga3adt eb 6awla thanya
Me: shda3waaaaa maraaa wa7da mat3arefny !!!!!;p.. ok haahahha ou khansoolif.. wayheeek imtaaaafaaaaaa5!hahh (asti7y lema 9bayn e3alqoun)
3aziz:loooooooooool wala ba3ad 9ertay teste7eeen umbaaaaay sara maylooooooooooooooooooog !!


ou dash wa7ed wa7ed min our group kilhom e3alqoun lema 9ar wagt el 7i9a .. maraat el 7e9e9 eb ser3a wala 7asaait eb 3adam wjood s3ood ela youm yatlyy reem etgooly ..
Reem : haaaaaaaaw inshala teza3altaw?? where is he :o???
Me: laaaaaaa mat9aaadgeeen a8na3ta eysaaaafer wiyya rab3aaaaa!!!!
Reem: 9iiiiiiijjj maaaa aa9aadeg !!

reeeeem waaas ssssupppeeeerr haaaaaaaappyyyyyy for mee


at that night Reem went back home and messaged him

*message sent*

S3OOOOOOD ! zaaaain swait betsafer ou ta36y el bint her own space tewaqa3tek maraa7 tefhaaam
thhhhhaaaaank youuu!

*message received*
can i call?
im not filerting ba7acheech 3an saraa ma3aref at7acha mgses mu 7as balech im gonna flirt
;p



rrreeeem was surprisedd by the laast msg and wanted to call me but she didn't tell me that she messaged him, at the first plaace

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Trust 5

After the song finished i stopped the CD and there was that silence time he was looking at me with a big question mark on his face he was silent waiting for me to say the reason he came here and the reason he heard that song why exactly that song and i wasn't looking directly at him



looking at the ground i started ..

Me: umm.. int al7een akeed ga3ed tes2aal laish sama3tek el '3niya weyha 3an el bo3d bel9aif we7na both ga3deen bel kuwait
*he nods*
Me : Ana mara7 asafer wala shay bes fe a7ad ra7 eghayer raya weroo7 ma3 rab3aa sharm el shaiekh
s3oud: shnu ga3da etgoolen?
Me: ana mabeek teb3ed 3an rab3ek 3ashany
s3ood bs ana i chose to not go with them
Me : wel sabab ely a3arfa ina all of that is 3ashan you have sometime with me
s3ood : ee ?
Me : i have to reasons laish inta ra7 etsafer ma3 rab3ek reason one, well actually three, reason one lanik ra7 itmel minyy eha gabaltny 6ool el 9aif the whole reason inna fe 9aif is for people to miss each other ou eredouun walhaaneen mo maleen min kither ma eyjaabloun ba3ath 6ool el sina .. lazem fe wagt infich ou enred ma3ba3ath ana mo ga3da agool chithy lana i dont eant you bel3ax lana i want you ou i care that i dont get bored of you mo la2ana ur boring its just human reality inna they get bored of people they see everyday, second reason is that you have to have some fun wiya rab3ek mu ay wa7da et9a7ebha it5aleeha the first thing you care about mu 3an ina i dont deserve it bs other girls may not rab3ek ohma ely bageenlik 6ool hal sneen .. i7n aeb nikbar ou kil wa7ed ra7 yetzawej ou yemken tentihy 3ela8atna except if you were my husband which i dont think your planning to be at all then hatha el careness lazem ma eye ela lema a9eer ur wife, third which is the least i care about inna el nas wayed gam yet7achoun 3anna ou ga3deen e6al3oun 7achy ou 6ab3an inta lanik i9bay maku som3a bas an shteswa 3lay et6ee7 som3ety ou ma7aetzawajny :/ fa ga3datna hathy eli bel jam3a lazem enba6elha ou someone's going to Shaaarrrm !

s3ood : intay hal kither etfakreen feni *smilling* i cant stop smiling
Me : ana afaker eb nafsy lana etha inta mare7t ma3 rab3ek ra7 etmel miny ou the next thing you dumb me( in a joking tone)
s3ood: hahahhaa come here you deserve a hug, i really can't find a girl friend like you thinking about me in that way actually i wanted to travel, bs since i wanted you more i stayed bas al7een i relized ina i have to go on a vacation for you to stop thinking about me that often ou so you get a break min 7anity so when i come back you will be missing el 7ana
Me: hahahhahahaa .. ay 7anaa ..inta mu wayed 7anan

UFF! AWAL MARA EYGOUL SHAY 9A7 WALA 7ANITA MU 9IJ ! i guess hathy kithba baitha mara7 et2ather :p

and oh! it was that easy if knew it would be that easy i would of talked to him long time ago

after we sat about an hour in7oos e shiware3 el kuwait insolef radaina el parking bel parking it was 9:30 ga3adna together sa3a ou ni9 ou that was enough for today .. but i wont see him tomorrow i hope that i wont miss him in collage but ill meet new friends which is great and have some time for reem which has been complaining since i loved s3ood or since he loved me i guess

s3ood was coming closer to hug me as soon as he touched me ..

Me : OUUCHH !!
s3ood : shfeeeech ?!! *scared*
Me : your so hot when i touch you i burn
s3ood: yaaaaaaaaal maleeeee8aa walaa 7asbaaly feeeeech shay !!!!!!! hahahhahha
Me : (A) hahaha
so i hugged him (For the first time) not he hugged me there's a difrence with who starts .. he always did:p .. and i went in to my car .. ma7eb siwalef ohwa ey2a9elny el sayara i told him from the first time we dated inna ma eywa9elny lana sh'hal sa5afa ga3adt wiya sa3a ou ni9 yat 3ala a5er ni9 dgeega eywa9elny

* Dialing Mama*

Mama: aloo
Me : hala wala eb 7abayebna nawarto liyaleena tara min ba3dikom ma7ad 3ala eldenya yesaleenaa *singing*
Mama: haa shilsaalfaa mistansa hal kither
Me: laish ya3ni matabeen etshoofeeny astanes? (joking bs 3ashan i dont ansewr her question)
Mama: laa akeed abeech bs..
Me: (interrupting) wainich lail7een 3end khalty wela bel bait
Mama : laa 3end 5altich ou ba3d eshwaay ra7 tabdy jasat wanasa feeha majee ou rashe ou eljasmy wayyed 7elwa shakelha
Me : ya3ni el salfa feeha rag9
Mama: hahahha akeeeed
Me: yalaa 5 digaayeg wanaa wa9laa

So i speeded up bel sayara 3ashan o9al gabl el jalsa

*calling s3ood*

Me: aloo
s3ood : 7abeebty shfeech sara3tay shway shway lated3emeeeen!
Me: (since when eygooly 7abeebty :/) umm ok
s3ood : ma jawabtay so2aly laish sara3tay
Me: 3ashan fe jalsa eb tabdy al7een ou my cousins minak fa i dont want to miss the dancing
s3ood: hahhahahahahaha walaa thaa7aakteeny .. ok 3adey ashoofich targe9een?
Me: sh'hal shi6ana 6ab3aan la2!
s3ood: kalaiteeny besmilaah 5ala9 5ala9 ana asef
Me: ahahaha good
s3ood: ok 3ayal yala bye
Me: digeega inta laish la7egny 6ool hal wagt
s3ood : lana i wont see you tomorrow since bawagef el 9aify fa i'll use all the time i can see out of the college
Me: (awwwwww cuttte) hahahahh wala tha7aktny ya3ny romancy ... walaa maaaayloug 3alaik
s3ood : ok khalastay teth7ekeen 3alay .. bye
Me : byebye:)


* in khlaty lulu's house*


Me : aaaaaaahllllaaaaaaan i'm back
Dalool: ou laish madagaitay 3alaay
Me : lanaa yam3at el banat kanaat wanaaasaaa ou ashwaa kel elbanaat fahmeeny
Dalool: ashwaa ya3ny kil shay tamam
Me: methel ma 5a6a6t :D
khaalty lulu: ssiiiiiiktaaw el jalsaa raa7 tabdy


we haad agreat time with all my cousins and the dancing i sure lost alot of calories although im not over weight


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happy pooossssst:DD
not like alwaaaaays .. i hooooope you liked it and wait there is soo much more



:)

Trust 4

Me: i thought u had experience 3ashan chithy bas2elich
Dalal: sorry i over reacted ... that's why you changed your style ? for him?
Me: laa2!!! 6alooool theba7ny elyoum intay 9bay wentay fashalteena fa te2ethart min kalama ou libast chithy today 59oo9an that bashoofa ba3d ishwaay at 8
Dalal: maynounaa intaay min 9ijich !! is it the first time shooofeenaa?!
Me : laaa 9arlina 5 years in3aref ba3ath kina friends ba3dain youm te5arajt 9erna in7eb ba3ath
Dalal: aha .. bas ana mabeech it6e7een bel 7ofra wala tegdereen te6le3een minha tara wala etha 6a7at som3etich wala et9eeren 3ilch be7louj ilnaas shoofay ana 9arly 5 months makalamt a7ad ou im not in a relation ou still il nas 7asbalhum ana ma95ara
Me: bs ana its my first time ou i really love
Dalal: Did you ever kiss him?
Me: no:/ and never will
Dalal: ee good ..ok now whats your problem ?
Me: umm ohwa wayed gam ey9er eb kilmokan ana fee ou mo gadra a9eer ana wala at3araf 3ala nas yedad bel jam3a 6ool el wagt ma3ay ela wagt el 7e9a9.. ohwa kansal safreta 3ashan ya5eth 9aify ma3ay bs ana magdar chthy karaht nafsee!
Dalal: deer balich ... ana agool lazem et9aar7eena witgooleenlaa .. bs yez3al aw ma yez3al raje3 3ala el 6aree8a ely et7acheena feeha.. awal shay act chinich mmitraddeda goleela inich 5ayfa etha togeleenla ehidich
Me: ee ana 9ij 5ayfa e9eer chithy
Dalal: adree!! shnu ana gaylatlich chathbay .. anyways ba3dain ohwa begoulich goolay ou y7en 3alaich 7ail ou ba3dain goleela
Me: are you sure?
Dalal: ee witha 3a9ab that means intaw mate9le7oun 7ag ba3ath nshala mayez3al 3ashan intay tbeen ur space tell him lana el nas wayyed gam yes2eloun laish intay 6ool el wagt ma3aa ou eshaa3at gam te6la3
Me: okk .. yala i should be going ba3d rob3 sa3a bekoun ihnaak
Dalal: yalaa *holding my hand* be brave !;)
Me : okk
Dalal: call as soon as you finish
Me: sure

*in the 9ala*

Me: yalaa 5alty ana baroo7
khalty lulu: laa wait now ur other cousins beyoun ou khalatich we're gonna eat dinner here
Me : sorry wala bas wa3adt rab3ey i'll be there bel yam3a lana i missed it the last two time
khalty lulu: 3ala ra7tich ..bs etha 5al9tay minhom redeelina i7na sahraneen ihny
Me: akeeed khalty

so i went out to my car .. feeling nothing i don't know how am i supposed to feel a9lan so sha'3alt el FM 88.8
"ou hathy ighniyat rashed el yedeeda ebteda el 9aif"
ebteda al 9aif wel 9aif in beda feeh 3ada gelat wa9l w al'9eegah w bo3d el 7abayeb

YES! i knew it.... agoolaa summer is all about missing each other so that after we see each other after summer we're gonna be happy ou 3ashan manmil min ba3aa'6 so i changed my way i went to the music store quickly

Me: hello
Man: hello madam
Me: do you have Rashed Al Majid's new song ebteda el 9aif ?
Man: yes madam i have it right here it is just arive
Me: okk i want to buy it
Man: no problem madam .. do u want anything more i habe .. and ..
Me : just give me the cd
Man : wait 5 kd madam
Me here ! handing him the money and running to the car

yalaa i will be late !! shit shit

Guy : shfeech it7aacheen nafsich
Me : waaaaih wagta hatha ( hopping into the car)

Finally!! we9alt 3ala el wagt there was his car parked in front of me so i took my CD in went in to his car

s3ood: hello (worried )
Me : ahlaan (smiling so he wont be worried).. before i start abee tesma3 hal ighniya
s3ood : ok

so i opened the CD ou 76aita
Me : i want you to listen to the words
s3ood: nodding his head afraid of what the song would be about


will he be mad at me or will he undestand the situation i am in?


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